Post si pemalas

Aku menang thunderbrain do.
Hahaa suka suka
First time menang benda alah dekat sini :D
Alhamdulillah

Lepas tu borang BOOM
aku ingat semua kena isi lepas tu aku isi lah
rupanya siapa nak masuk je isi.
Aku bajet nak campak buang je.
tapi Fikri selalu macam bajet nak ambik borang aku.
Aku pun tengah hesitate sebenarnya nak hantar ke tak.
Hah nak sangat kan, ambik lah kau.
kalau nama aku dapat pun tak semestinya kena masuk kan.

Bukan apa, menarik memang menarik
Tapi macam tak boleh nak yakin sangat.

Sumpah do, sekarang malas menjadi jadi.
macam nak rotan diri sendiri, boleh?
Takpun bebel kat diri sendiri

Nina, nina apa nak jadi ni? Awat hang ni pemalas bebenor. Namo budok medic. Belajar tak mahu,.
Gano ni gano?

siapa siapa sudi nak bagi wake up call dekat aku?
ke buat intervention ke = ="
amat dialu alukan


Wah mereka bilang jangan keluar rumah malam ni
Orang arab berkumpul bawak parang sebab mogok pilihanraya
semalam pilihanraya aku lupa nak bagitahu.
So sini macam tak betul sikit kalau masuk bab bab mengundi ni
Biha pun dah nampak. Aku teringin pulak nak tengok
Bukan senang nak dapat peluang
tapi bak kata jijie, mahunya dia nampak aku usha dari atas, mati = ="
okay lah cancel plan. duduk diam diam atas kerusi ni sudey


Sumpah tak tahu lagi nak pergi mana.
Turki macam ramai sangat orang pergi pulak. Bapak bosan jadi.
Argh sumpah dilemma

sakit!

You know, sometimes when i think about it, i got pretty fucked up.
Yes, I always wonder what the heck am i doing here,
I know, im getting used to this kind of life,
But sometimes when i think about it, it got ugly.
I ended up being emotional all day long and the mood to study, hmph, GONE!
But come to think about it, its better to sacrifice right now than later.
Then i started to think about all other people that desperately want to come here, but not everyone gets the chance.
I should be grateful though i have to lose half my life plus some friends. erk many friends. = ="

Winter holiday is coming
Everyone has started planning where to go.
Me?
I want to go to Turki. It costs me not as much as going to other places.
Yes some of them even asked whether i want to join them
Some wants to go to switzerland? some Australia? Some chezch? Rome? blah blah
But sorry guys, i just dont like the idea of spending a lot of money for holiday but suffer afterwards
Plus, i dont have that much money in my bank account.
especially when i spent thousands in malaysia last summer holiday.
But IF turki still doesnt call me, in these few weeks,
I may think about joining their trips
The one that doesnt cost me much money.
Or last choice, im gonna go home . MALAYSIA
I dont want to spend my holiday here please no :(


Oh i curse this teeth that's about to grow
It gave me headache, fever, ache, all kind of nasty sickness that i can possibly feel,
And this started during the 2 hours anatomy and histology lectures just now.
With an empty stomach and the heavy lectures. Yes the professor said the anatomy lecture was supposed to be a two hours lecture not an hour :(
and it still hurts right now, while im typing T.T
take this pain away please i cant stand this anymore = ="

Harry potter

Just now i watched Harry Potter along with some friends.
Well i thought only a few friends were going to be there
But it turned out HECK half kut malaysian students,
Second years semua to be exact. LOL.

I always have trouble understanding british accent.
Because idk, people here and there dont normally use it, They use american accent
that why im more familiar with it and can laugh to every single joke they make in the movie which i cant do much when watching british movies. :(
ahh this one, with no subtitles. i sure am gonna download this movie and watch it again WITH ENGLISH SUBTITLES thank you :(

But i just love british accent.
Id love to be able to use it
Its just so nice and beautiful
Its a shame that idk how to use it = ="


BTW The movie was okay. Im not really a die hard fan of this movie
its just that it is so famous that HP becomes my must-watch movie.

The story is kind of slow, made me quite sleepy
And too many dramas = ="
But it wasnt that bad lah. I mean HP kan.
I almost cried you know when dobby died hes just sooo cute T.T

And there're some parts that made me LOLed.
So funny that i couldnt stop laughing. true story


Okay enough crap. Go perform your isya' prayer, watch chuck and sleep
Dont forget that you HAVE CLASS TOMORROW SAYANG!

okay okay im gonna go now = ="

I am the champion

Hari ini aku amat berbangga dengan diri sendiri
Aku tak sangka aku mampu bertahan hingga ke saat ini

Buat pertama kalinya dalam sejarah aku hidup di Mesir dalam tahun 2
aku berjaya untuk tidur lewat
Tanpa perlu tidur pada petang hari
Tanpa perlu tidur beberapa jam pada sebelah malam sebelum bangun semula
Tanpa perlu melagha langa menonton movie
Tanpa perlu membazir masa menggodek godek application yang terdapat dalam laptop


Adakah hal ini disebabkan keaktif-an limbic system aku
Yang dapat mendetect aku melagha lagha di library sebentar tadi
Hanya sempat baca beberapa muka surat sebelum pergi makan di taberna
Dan di McD sejurus selepas itu?
*Dengan ini aku mengumumkan plan diet aku gagal

Ataupun adakah ini kerana keterujaan belajar anatomy yang memerlukan aku melukis dan mewarna?
Atau ketakjub-an pada diri sendiri yang dapat menghasilkan lukisan spinal cord yang agak comel?



Aku sendiri tak tahu

Apa apa pun
Alhamdulillah :)
Syukur pada Allah atas kurniaan otak yang agak tidak ngeng malam ini :)
Semoga hari esok berjaya laagi



*padahal esok nak lagha pergi tengok harry potter. LOL


Oh ini katil saya. Saja nak tunjuk :P
bersepah sebab orang tengah tidur. Kalau tak kemas ok :D

Tolong faham

Kadang kadang aku tak faham
satu tempat yang sepatutnya buat aku bahagia, sepatutnya buat aku gembira,
Jadi satu tempat yang paling selalu buat aku sakit hati
selalu buat aku rasa bodoh, teruk, jahat, tak diperlukan.

Aku tahu aku jahat, aku tahu aku ni tak baik, aku tahu.
Aku tahu semua. Aku tahu aku banyak buat salah,, annoying in a way, i curse a lot? I talk a lot? Im selfish? never think about others?
Nak kata aku mengada? gedik? bajet? Nahhhhh!
Say every bad words that you know right on my face.
But just so you know, i already know. So you dont need to remind me over and over again

But dont you understand that i came from nowhere you came from
Its not that easy to change the way you live for 10 years in just a year or a month or a day.
Just imagine you in my situation
Just put yourself in my shoes
You should know that im trying so hard to figure out what am i supposed to do,
what am i supposed to change where to start ? what should i do?
By myself, with no one that i think can offer a hand and help. Just me and only me.
Im being independent enough to figure this shit out.



So stop! stop making my life miserable
Stop making me feel bad
What i feel about myself right now is bad enough.
At least please dont make me feel like im an outsider,
Because currently i feel like i dont belong anywhere.
You feel me?
Thank you.