oh no!

Perhaps im going back to Malaysia this year!
yay yay though im not sure yet because i dont know how long our final year holiday is going to be-.-"
i can't wait i can't wait :DDD

ouh yeah countdown weh everyone.
12 days to HELL
or heaven, whatsoever it is.
spm result is going to come out and i'm feeling so anxious.
i wonder how my result is going to be lol.
everyone keep saying " alah spm result is not important for you"
fyi i still need it cause im applying for my scholarship
basically im waiting for my spm and final result to get it/ i came here using my trial result so theres no scholarship yet.

im wondering what if i get less than what im hoping.
Im hoping to get straight a's but im not sure many many thoughts came across my mind,
what if i did it?
what if i didn't?
i'm not feeling that confident. -.-"
i guess i need to wake up early that day( March 12) , like at 5 am? because i think result is going to come out around that time in Malaysia.
anxious!

well like i said in my previous post, i really wanted to be there to take my result.
i mean its the moment ive been waiting for since i was in from 2 i was so jealous watching my seniors holding their result slip.

well today i feel like im going to have to overcome my second fear; fear to blood.
not that i am afraid of blood but i feel dizzy whenever i see them
so during physiology class we learned about blood and we're going to take a blood sample, from our very own body of course next week. duh at class a guy volunteered to be injected; prof wanted to show an example on how to take blood sample in large volume. and when prof injected the needle into his vain, i was like screaming and closing my eyes. aah pengecut gile an-.-"