;"(

I just cant believe how pathetic i am.

yes i am, indeed :(

i am not okay
i am not okay
i am not okay

im telling you this 3 times because i seriously am not okay

it is unexplainably sad when someone you thought you could count on,
or be a listener at least?
was not there during the time you need that person most.
i was unexplainably sad, really.

i lost so many people already. i cant bear losing more
seems like its happening again.
T_T tsk tsk.

i am sorry for being such a pain in the ass people :(