selamat bulan disember

alhamdulillah. the exam for module 15 ended a few days ago

and we had 2 days holiday which i spent by, uhm lets see. watch movie. and then, eat, watch movie some more, and sleep, and movie again and sleep again. hee. its not that we always get our day off kan. :D

meja time exam memang bersepah tak ingat dunia hihi

module baru start a few days ago. dah seminggu ke weh?

seriouslah. aku rasa macam dah sebulan dah

banyak nak mampus belajar.

haha first and second day tu 3 jam lectures. semua pasal anat histo yang serious aku tak tipu banyak nak mati. dengan dua hari buku tak ada kann.

dah lah lecture kitorang sampai maghrib

ni tak tipu jugak aku menangis dalam kelas sebab tension sangat. haihhh

dah berapa kali jugak post aku save as draft sebab, uhm sebab setiap kali aku nak update aku rasa macam pemalas gila buku tak habis baca ada hati nak update panjang lebar. nak attach pictures lagi edit post lagi kan kan kan?

genitourinary module. for certain people its a very interesting module indeed but no, not for me.

well i was told not to hate a certain subject or anything so im not gonna say i hate it

and im going to try my best to love this module.

these 2-books-yang-tebal-nak-mampus.

semua orang post cover so aku tak mahu jadi macam semua orang. aku post content. haa amik kau penuh dengan huruf je buku ni mana tak pening hafal / tak apa semua boleh malaysia boleh.

tambah dengan kelas arab lagi. hehe jarang study arab

selalu je cakap kat soha

"sorry we are burdened by medicine that we dont have enough time to study arab"

lepas tu dia jawab

"im happy to hear that" . she was being sarcastic, obviouslyy

ampunn. bayar weh duit sendiri baik kau studyy

lepas tu winter semua orang nakkk pergi jalan jalan europe

honestly. im dying to goooooooooooooooo again because it was fun last year and i want to feel the excitement one more time. ooh not one more. many many more.

but im thinking about saving up for some more important things that may or may not happen. haishh.

so how lah :/

adakah ini benda penting ituu? ooh aku tulis tulisan kiri. tulisan yang dipotong potong tu bukan aku yang tulis. tapi kalau betul ape salahnya kan. hihihi. elakkan diri dari maksiat. kahwin kat ibadah. :D peace yaw!

p/s: semalam aku bosan lepas tu aku terbukak satu link and aku continue baca. its about gossip lah pasal artis malaysia. aku tahu tak elok bacaaa fitnah tu tapi entah dah terbukak dan baca dah pun T.T and i can say that semuaaanya mengarut. macam macamm

m lah pakai seksi lah ngorat laki orang lahh mulut celupar tak tahu malu. aku baca sumpah gelak gelak dengan perasaan yang sangat annoyed. sangat kecewa indeed dengan keadaan sekarang.

kiamat nak dekat. dunia pun makin pentingkan dunia (?) ;( pesanan untuk diri saya juga yang kadang kadang keras kepalaa dan lupa apa yang lebih penting ;( nauzubillah. tunjukkanlah aku jalan yang lurus. aminn

p/p/s : tengok zameer tera apa kejadah entah cerita amir khan pasal budak kecik tak reti baca tu. sumpah wa nangis sampai tak boleh bernafas wa cakap sama lu. malaysia, banyakkan movie yang bagus dan berilmu dan bermanfaat macam ni dan bukannya movie nak saving duit dan mengarut dan seksi dan pegang sana pegang sini. sakit mata weh lepas tu budak budak tengok dia ikut. adoy. salah message betul

p/p/p/s: yupi banyak gula tapi saya suka sangat makan. nina ninaaaa, tak elok lah awak

last but not least. pesanan penaja

p/p/p/s : panjang pulak p/s aku kali ni kan kan kannnnnnnnnn.

sekian terima kasih

November :)

dah lama rasanya aku tinggalkan blog ini terkapai kapai.

mungkin tak ada benda yang boleh diceritakan

kalau ada pun, semuanya private perhaps? pfft

ok sekarang tengah exam mode untuk module endocrine. well not as hard as other modules but still, menangis jugak nak hafal semua. hiperbola. tak pernah menangis pun :D

lepas tu kecoh jugak pasal riot or demonstration lah to be exact because there's no senapang kereta kebal or anything like that.

actually its kind of funny how they're making a big fuss over this thing

because frankly, kitorang tak tereffect sangat pun.

masih duduk rumah. bergelak ketawa. makan berkali kali sehari. belajar. pergi fathalla beli yupi banyak banyak :D

depan rumah :O tak macam bahaya pun, kan? jangan percaya sangat berita tuu. hihi

ada jugak yang hoping for an evacuation. pfft. banyak cantik? haaha

jangan lah doa benda mengarut ngarut tak elok, kut :O

patut doa egypt ni selamat.

well i kind of admire their semangat nak mempertahankan negara

masa demonstration dekat depan rumah tiba tiba ada tachycardia, sympathetic stimulation

hehe macam terharu pulak. serious nina? terharu = =

kalau lahhhh youth dekat malaysia ada semangat macam ni kan bagus

ni tak. semangat benda benda mengarut. hiburannn semata. certain lah. certain lagi tak kut?

ok dah sambung buat latihan. banyak nak mampus salah ni ;"( serabut pulak

p/s: syera bawak bubur nasi pergi kelas hari tu. terus teringin. saya pun buat sendiri. nisa cakap sedap. thank you nisa! :D

p/p/s : ahh can never thank you enough. thanks for the effort and i hopee we're going to have a happy ending :) echeh. but insyaAllah :) ada hikmah kut semua ni jadi. lets work harder!

p/p/p/s :lepas ni genitourinary module. dua buku kut. LE140 siap. mahalnyaa :O takpe mara bagi duit bukuu untuk beli buku kann/?

p/p/p/p/s : apesal glee dengan how i met your mother makin berdramaa? tengok burn notice cool je hihi

cuti cuti cuti :)

okay so cuti raya habis esok.

oh no oh no! T,T

hee sangat bersyukur because i didnt go to luxor aswan or anywhere lah :/

because i dont know. i just feel that my time here, eventhough i didnt go anywhere, was full with so many events and things. stuff, basically

first seminar ibadah. 2 hari berturut turut turuttt

hee started at 7.30 and ended at 9.

penat doh serious penat. muka exhausted dah semua orang.

its nice to hear experiences of some experienced doctors.

how they manage their time, for the job, and the family :)

and some of the sacrifices. ahh on call di malam malam butaaa usung sekali anak juga laki ke hospital.

will i survive ? ;(( insyaAllah. yakin boleh. malaysia boleh.

hari satu

ex roommates :)

and also i learned about some hukum hakam in islam regarding this field :)

banyak rupanyaa saya tak tahu. ish ish macam mana nak jadi doktor iniii?

so second day seminar tu buat time hari rayaa.

oh sangat sadis, bangun pagi tak dapat makan apa apaa. kosong je meja. macam nak menangis.

nak masak barang tak ada, kedai tak bukak,

ingat nak touching tidur sambil perut lapar, lepas tu ada akak tu ajak makan rumah. wee :)

solat raya dekat sutuh. sejuk :)

housemates :D

2 extra housemates that day :P

hari ketiga aku masak rendang kuah kacang and mihun and ajak kakak rumah belakang. dari tengah hari sampai maghrib aku masak.

ceh macam buat open house je gayaa duration masak tu :P

malam pergi merewang rewang potong daging

menangis do, berdarah darah tangan. cannot stand the smell of blood. T.T

esok dia lagi mara buat makan makan. saya kenyang. malas nak beratur. saya makan sup tulang je . hehehehe.

seronok. penat do tunggu dengan kental dan semangat for the next trip of sup tulang.

ada lah dalam setengah jam. berikrar nak try buat sendiri. go go nina!

memang taklah aku nak beratur makan kann? :P

penantian berakhir :D

hari tu pergi makan seafood. disebabkan semua pokai,

dan saya mahu bawak air asam (tak mahu sejarah berulang) kami pun pergi lah makan kat manshiah.

datang datang penuh nak mampus dengan manusia manusia. raya kut.

ok lah fine. nak cancel aku dah semangat nak makan, dengan air asam sekali kan. tak boleh cancel tak boleh.

lepas tu tunggu punya tunggu. memang dayyum habislahh.

ada lahh beberapa kali kena potong barisan.

mentang mentangg kitorang ni baik diam sopan. :P

sekali kena potong, tahan lagi. dua kali, tahan.

sejam setengah tunggu ni haa. lamaa kitorang target satu meja panjang tu

sekali bila diorang belah, ada lahhh arabs ni, baru je keluar kereta straight duduk dekat mejaa tu!

membara bara bara dah. haishh.

nasib baik dapat jugak finally

ikan dan air asam. sangat

melayu, bukan?

banyak kann. sorang MYR 17 je pulakk

ok dahh.

hari hari selepas itu diisi dengan open houses(!) dan, uhm keluar keluar sikit sikit. hihi

and semalammm sambut birthdayy jiee and rara :)

its been a veryyy long time since we last gathered. and it was nice we all had fun! :)

bertepuk tambar bergosip gasap. hihi.

ex housemates :D

alala comelnyaa model sorang ni :P

so tomorrow class starts. and we're going to have our exam in a co

uple of weeks. two weeks to be exact, i think. cry nina cry T,T

kthxbai

past few days

ive been busy for the past few days.

woke up very early in the morning, and reached home late and night.

and then i collapsed,well not literally.

and then woke up again for the next event.

i almost forgot how it feels to wake up late in the afternoon. -.-"

morning view from the balcony :)\

night of eid :)

after solat raya with ze friends :)

so i celebrated my eidul adha for the third time here.

first one at asrama mara, the second one at sharm el sheikh and this year we celebrated our raya at home :)

that day after arab class we asked miss soha what do they usually do during raya

and she said they went for solat raya, eat , and they give money to the relatives.

well i thought giving and receiving duit raya is a tradition only in malaysia

but they do it here, but during eidul adha lah not eidul fitri macam kita .

eidul adha celebration is kind of big here lah, terbalik dengan kita.

and its been days after raya kan but we're still on our holiday :)

first time joining the seminar

muka excited nak dengar seminar :)

im not in the mood to write a very long post

so io attached a few pictures of seminar ibadah, and raya celebration

a few. i'll upload the rest later, insyaAllah if i have time, and if im, uhm in the mood :)

hihi this is like a sneak peak lah kan. bajet je nak senak peak macam hot sangat je :P

p/p/s : ramainyaa orang tumpang rumahh berhari hari dahh tukar orang :) murah rezeki

p/p/p/s : tadi dapat makan sup tulang. sedap :)

oh i should have known

i should have known that im going to regret what i did.

what was i thinking ? to write about it here about the feelings that weren't even real, well i thought it was. how stupid -___________________-"

feelings lah konon -___-"

now that i feel stupid and ridiculous that it even happened since i feel completely nothing now, i am really embarrassed i have to say about the things i wrote. haishhhh.

and knowing that some / or any lah of my batchmates kalau ada read those posts, and i cant take back what they think.

mengarut je itu semuaa.

rasa macam nak tutup mukaaa taruk simen tebal tebal -.-"

and to those yang terlibat, i am truly deeply sorry. waa rasa tak matured nyee >.<

you should be more careful ninaaa. jangan malukan diri sendiri lagii.

aye aye captain!