Saturday, August 6, 2011

wasted time

seriously i wasted most of my time on bed. sleep, watch some movies, eat and sleep again
and the cycle repeats every day.
its not like i can join the tadarus or go terawikh or anything
more time wasted.

so i thought its been a really long time since i last read a novel.
i guess the interest disappeared after spm, because of course, i thought watchingg is way more interesting than reading but thats not it. i came back to my senses and finally realize that reading is way more fun :)
in enhances imaginations and you know, stuff = = do i really need to explain

and you have no idea how much time it took me to choose a book.
because its been way too long since i last bought a book that i wanted to buy something worth it.
i went to the shop like thrice and to the other one like thrice also and spent like more than half and hour each time just to choose = =
i wanted to buy this one' ' the five people you meet in heaven' because i dont know i heard of it somewhere and i was pretty sure it was a good book. its quite famous isnt it but its thin and i wanted a thicker one = =

and i ended up buying this one. because i dont know. nicholas sparks wrote the notebook and a walk to remember which were awesome, both of them. i bet youve heard of those movies, havent you?

well luckily i bought this one because one of my friend actually have the five people you meet in heaven and i get to read both in the end :)

and this is a good movie. especially for doctors out there?
what are we doing? we're wasting out time = =
we're supposed to be reading and never stop reading.
but what am i doing again?
oh yes, im writing a post?
very well.

its really inspiring i love to watch this kind of movies :)
the pursuit of happyness, the great debators and you know, movies like that.
better than watching those useless movies that will decrease your pahala puasa really = =

and its kind of exciting when he mentioned a few medical words that im familiar with and i went " i know this one i know this one!" ok shut up nina

i nnever really talked about going back home kan?
i got quite jealous with those who have safely arrived home/
im still counting the days :O
as you can see my flight is on August 10th , 11 50 in the morning
guess i have to fast on the plane lah = =
and we have to transit for 8 hours and 20 minutes im really hoping they will give us a nice hotel to stay in. please do:( dont be so evil pleaseee :)

okay happy fasting people :) selamat berbuka also :)

p/s: is it wrong to hate someone? well i dont know if this is hatred but please, dont tag me in whatever it is you are tagging because i dont want to even see your name and better off, i hope you never appear in front of me.
im allergic to people who throw away their friends after they found someone :)
i hope im not being harsh, but you were harsh too. so its not my fault really now, isnt it :) have a good day

Monday, August 1, 2011

its here!

Yes fasting in Malaysia is great.
everyone's going to bazar ramadhan. eat a lot. cook many kind of dishes. you name it. murtabak tauhu bakar ayam percik etc etc yummy right?
and uhm uhm SOME go to the mosque or surau for terawikh
and as Hari Raya gets near everyone gets so excited . they play mercun bunga api cook a lot waiting preparing for duit rayaa. the open houses the free food (!)

But is it really that meaningful?

Its the first day of ramadhan. Though i dont have the opportunity to go to the mosque for solat terawikh yet or to feel the feeling everyone's feeling, fasting during summer.
and fasting here is long really. it starts at 3 something and ends at 7 something.
and the temperature, haih i rather sit at home.

One day before ramadhan i went to carrefour with a mate.
Its not even weekend , but it looks like, you know, how it looks like a day before raya in Malaysia.
I even cancelled buying groceries because the lines were so long that i couldnt even stand to wait
Everyone was preparing for the first day of puasa :)
There's no bazaar ramadhan here, food aint that important,
what's more important is the niat to increase our deeds this ramadhan because it comes only once a year and we're not sure whether we're gonna meet ramadhan again next year.

And from my room, i can see many lampu raya, the one we see in our hometown, when raya is approaching but here, its for ramadhan!
and everyone feels so sad that its gonna end soon
they dont celebrate raya that much really. because i dont know. they prefer ramadhan more :)
their raya haji celebration is much more happening than raya puasa and you should know why kan.
i wanted to know and feel the difference thats why i stay here a while.
Although its not my luck really this time i believe my time will come and there's a reason behind it :)

Happy Ramadhan.
make it a meaningful one :)