Friday, October 31, 2008

10 days before entering HELL

again spm is my main topic. it has been quite a long time since i last wrote.
am i too busy studying? heck no.
i'm trying to find a time to concentrate on my study but i just failed.
just because this bloody computer is in my room and everytime i try to study i go "ala lepas ni on kejap lah"
haha stupid my kejap is for like one and a half hour?
if i use that time to read history, i can cover a lot okay.

2 reasons for me to online
a) checking myspace, friendster etc. takes me about 5 minutes per day.
b) because of him (that stupid bloody guy i hope you dont kno who you are)

haha if myspace, friendster, etc and him do not existed then i won't feel like onlining for so long oke. so blame them for ruining my life >.<"

i just can't wait to do my paper.
i just can't wait to finish my papers.

-bad news i have to take amateur radio examination. i'm not interested in it but my dad suroh jugak since my bro took it he wanted to make this as a family tradition? ahaha .

okay i'm sure some of you never heard of amateur radio thingy though it's quite famous ngeng.
even that mustapha muzaffar whoever he is used it when he was in space to contact people on earth? i think so my dad told me.

WIKI- Amateur radio, often called ham radio, is both a hobby and a service in which participants, called "hams," use various types of radio communications equipment to communicate with other radio amateurs for public service, recreation and self-training

i just love to use the call sign it's like a code you call other like my dad's, 9M2NL they call that 'nine might two november lima' and my brother's is 9W2MHZ aka 'nine whiskhy two might hotel zulu. kind of cool kan?


and and yes a few more days before school ends and i won't be a 'budak skola' no more.
am actually sick of people who go ' oh kau budak skola lagi'. damn them padahal they used to be one jugak cakap je lebih. -.-"
haha actually i feel so bad leaving school. not that i love that school but i won't be meeting my friends everyday no more. it's kinda sad you know. i can't imagine my life without school that sounds stupid but that's the truth i hv to face the fact dummie.

i'm going to miss them so badly but first i have to try my best in answering all the papers. i want to do it and i can do it! hee

Saturday, October 18, 2008


The clock is ticking
Time is running out
We’re rushing, it won’t wait
Now it’s time to say goodbye

Pictures of us in my desktop
Letters of theirs in my drawer
Can I ever pull them aside?
Moving on, with a new life

It’s hard to say goodbye
It hurts to turn away and leave
Wishing we can stay the way we are
But no, goodbye is the only way

Fifty years will be gone,
I’ll be standing here again
With pictures and letters in hand
Recalling the times we spent
And the laugh we shared

We’re meant to meet
We’re meant to leave
Maybe goodbye’s the only way
But never our memories fade away.
written by: nur hanina ; 17th october 2008 ; 9.40 pm

*dedicated to: my forever friends

-mea, milah, aina, atiqa, tasha, zue, smira, syiqa, ban, tan, amer, irfan, firdaus, afif, raje, fuad, raes, fazmie, ali, habib, raudhah, nisa, fateen, fatehah, adie

people i love like heaven

'setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan'
i used to always hear that sentence but i never really feel i know how it feels,how it feels to say goodbye to people you love so much.maybe it isn't a real goodbyemaybe we'll meet someday but who knows by the time we meet, the feeling, the spark will not be the same.

i meet my friends almost everyday,some of them even are at the same class with me for like 5 years?we've been through many things together.we laugh we cry we fight we argue.hahaa.
how can i ever forget the time when we made the hounted house a success.yes, we were so tired and sometimes were angry with each other but hey, that's normal.

friends i will never forget.aina,i've been in the same class with her since 2003.gaga weh kite da same klas 5 taun la weh!we sneaked out from school together, ponteng skola together,ponteng kelas together.we had so much fun though sometimes we don't agree with each other.but hey,that's what friends do.ily smpai mati;DD

mariam jamilah. some call her milah and guess what?i gave her that name!hahaa.we've been friends since form 4.though we only met last year, i really really love her.hee;DDsayang milah sangat sangat smpai bile bile.nnti kwen ngn tan jangan lupe ajak oke;DD

how can i ever forget the time when tan first came into our class in 2005we all hated him like hell. he was so perasan and soo poyo we talked bad about him like million times.but who knows we'll actually been best friend when we started being in form 4?he became my best buddy ever now.haha tan i love you weh.

and habib.i've also been in the same class with him since form 1. but when we were in form 1 we weere kind of baik/well kelas arab le katekan but then since form 4 everyone became different.haha semakin jahat and everything including him. dahh siap bercouple couple ngn fatehah.heee friends forever weh;DDD

um imran yusof as known as ban.wewere close before this but not as close as this year.haha i dont know why but i do love him so muchh!!:D he's tall and thin tak abes abes "lps abes spm aku nk pegi gim nk gemok" wehhh why dont you take some of my fat because i want to be thin! damn you;DDD ilysm jugaa.0.0

and then natasha a very nice girl and a very sensitive one.hee she's clever. yes she is very clever. and also very baik.haha kalau mara die sket die da sedih though i was only joking. sory tashaa.;DD

here goes amir zulzafri the nicest guy on earth, BESOL! haha. he used to be very quiet nk gelak pun diam diam dont know wth happened to him sejak masuk form 4 he became crazy and not as quiet as before.hee. die tak pena mara orang i wonder whether he's an alien or what.or a GAY?;DD jgn maraa.

and then atiqa tiqa tiqa. a very pretty girl. hee. it's funny how we get to become kind of close because our class used to be enemies. well a and b slalu gado je. hahaha. she's nice nice and baik also. sayangg tiqa;DD

raja izzudin a very emotional guy. hee we had a very terrible argument a few months ago. and i hated him sooo much but then i realized we've been friends for 4 years. just an argument won't end our friendship. so we became friends again. hee he's a very nice guy although he looks like he's kind of crazy;DD

afif another emotional guy. haha jgn la merendah diri lagi weh. you have good things inside you but u never realize it. hee he's a very good guy afiff thanks weh hantar aku balik though aku bagi duit minyak tak cukup nnti aku bg lg eh;DD

rais rahimi;DDD hee die ni merengg la jugak. we've been friends since form 4. he made us laugh a lot and he's a nice guy. haha aina and i have seen him NAKED weh.gahaha of course in picture only when he was a little boy. hahaa kau da tak suci padan muke.;DDD

fuad ramathan he used to be a very very nice guy but he changed after a girl cheated her. adoyy jadi smakin playboy and menyakitkan hati;DD but still, i love him la because he's my friend and i always punch him and he punches me backk adoy sakit kut;D

kembar they are very brilliant bijak nak mati tension je. adoyy. always get num 1 and 2. faten and fatehah haha they're alike kut of course la name pun kembar hee. bes gado main main ngn fatenn sebab die ckp takut bile kene mara.hahaa.

hasmira. hahaa madukuu. he stole my husband. YEAH RIGHT;DD her mouth dasyat gak kadang kadangg he we used to be enemies kut when we were in form 1 to 3. when we were in form 4 mule mule gado but end of the year jadi baik plak

hehe same goes to syiqa. same story we used to be BIG BIG enemies but dah jadi baik ouh.hee he likes al-j a lot. and a very good friend to count jugak. nice to know you,girl!

zueeee. hehee she calls me minah hindustan just because i took picture in the garden that is so unfair oke!!she's fun and laughs laughs a lot. bes jugak kwn ngn die.hee

fidaus. haha he used to be the 'alim'est guy in our school but what happened? he has become so crazy. hahaa ckp pun dah lepas. hee but still, his kindness ada lagi just die tak tunjuk je. hebat hebat teruskan usaha!

irfan, bapak terer lukis. his drawings and sketchings are awesome. haha same geng ngn firdaus gak. jenis yg baik baik. hee