Tuesday, July 27, 2010

HIdup di Malaysia

Sudah seminggu aku tiba di Malaysia,
Bermacam juadah juga telah aku bedal.
Durian, manggis, char kuey teaw, naan cheese, tandoori, claypot.
Makanan cepat aka fast food langsung tidak menarik perhatian,
Maklumlah berlambak di Mesir sana.

Selalu asyik seringkali keluar berjalan jalan,
House pun tidak sempat untuk aku habis tonton.
Mahu duduk rumah 24 jam sehari. Perlukan rehat di rumah.
Tidak larat berjalan jalan lagi.


Kenduri abang izwan 2 hari yang lepas.
Tahniah! Jadi pengapit tak berkelayakan,
Pertama kali,
Agak menarik juga sebenarnya. hehe, banyaklah gambar masuk di dalam kamera. gahaha


Tak sabar nak jumpa mea, dan milah, dan yang lain lain.
minggu depan mereka kata,
Mea ajak ke klcc jumaat ni,
milah, tan dan lain lain, ajak keluar juga, mungkin sabtu.
Perlu mengawal diri agar tidak melompat lompat ketika berjumpa. Sangat rindu :D


Masalah emosi 1 : Apabila rakan yang kau kenal sejak sekolah rendah berubah dalam masa yang singkat, kau terkejut beruk. Dari tidak berapa baik kepada baik. Alhamdulillah aku suka. Tapi masih terkedu. Kau pn nak mengajak aku ke arah kebaikan aku nampak. Sering bertanya itu dan ini cuba membuka minda aku. Terima kasih lah weh :D

Masalah emosi 2 : Bila kau mengambil keputusan yang kau rasa bagus untuk diri kau. Berhenti dengan gelaran hubungan yang bodoh dan tak masuk akal. Kawan, kawan jelah. 2 bulan masa paling sesuai untuk cuba hidup tanpa dipengaruhi olehnya.


Sekian terima kasih. sila kembali kepada kerja kerja anda.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

stuff

well people say a picture paints a thousand words.
so im just gonna upload some pictures here
*padahal excited nak upload gambar dah lame tak dapat internet laju :P*



jamuan section 2. hehe can you see my name over there? i wonder why did they write jijie's and naqib's name in a tooth? and a bone? erk





i took this pic when i was waiting to get in the plane. qatar airways nice one :) good food, good movies good songs, they have hey jude and wonderfalls. yaw loving it!

doha airport.

this is awish,kakyung's son.
i couldnt stop playing with him because he is sooo cute and kind and quiet and just you know, go with the flow. can i keep him? :P



this is joleng. she looks just like her mother, but her mother is gone, idk where she went.
i remember taking care of her when she was little. now she's all grown up.
ceh mcm cakap pasal orang je.


and this is kit's. there are 4 or 3 but i only found 2 when i took the picture








first stuff i bought here. lawak kampus. my brother made me buy this. hampeh betul



my pictures when i was a little girl
love the frame
kind of classic eh? :D

this is my sijil penghargaan kononnyelah. thank you guys love you! xoxo

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Honey im home ;D

I am finally home
Feels good to be in Malaysia
Feels good to finally get to release myself from medicine for 2 months.
Banyak dah lain kat sini

balik je,
'eh ni kucing sape ni'
'ni joleng lahh.'
'bapak comel die. ni kucing banyak banyak ni?'
'anak kit lah -__-'


Kuceng oh kuceng jangan lupe jase aku kat kau mase kau kecik kecik dulu :P
jumpe balik lolly ngn bear syafiq pekdon bagi yang aku tertinggal kat malaysia
aku akan bawak korang menyertai geng geng bear aku kat mesir dont worry! hehe

banyak benda aku nak buat. hehe. tengok lah dulu mcm mane nanti

p/s: qatar airways is much much better than egypt air and kuwait. well of course lah kan :D
p/s/s: dah rinduuu roommates!! T_T kad raya jangan lupee tau

Saturday, July 17, 2010

stronger

sebelum sangat tak sabar nak balik malaysia
okay, still tak sabar tapi,

kenapa rasa macam nak menangis jee?

sad because everyone's leaving
levelmates, we're not gonna live in the same house anymore,
everyones living in her own house now
no more chaos,
no more bolok-ness in the house

roommates, haha now who's gonna listen to my stories?
i guess i have to keep the stories to myself now, heh?
no more hang out, no more " waa korang tinggal aku lagi"
no more arguments over stupid things * this is for you hafsah* :P
TK and Asilah, tak boleh dengar kite bebel lagi T.T
love you guys till the end :DD

sectionmates; haha since ksp kelas sama, datang egypt, sama kelas lagi,
some of them, sama group
next year we're gonna have diferent sectionmates and groupmates,
no more tutorials,
the last jamuan everyone was so happy, it was fun,
but the fun will be gone.


We have to be strong. in the end, the person who leaves, and the person who watches him./her leave, both have to be strong

I have to be strong
You have to be strong



toodles~

Thursday, July 15, 2010

gone

Because we used to be best friends.
Now I am just one person you meet at the supermarket, heh?

Nothing is better than the sound of the rain,
And im gonna hear them soon,
InsyaAllah :) *eh ada hujan lagi kan :P

Officially our final sem 2 was over.
I don’t know whether to sigh or to smile
Smile because the burdens had finally gone. The readings, the memorizing, well at least for 2 months or so,
To sigh because the questions were way too hard for us,
Well I guess, It’s just that not so many questions came out,
Not worth reading the whole books, but you see the point of learning is not for exam, but for Allah and for life, for the sake or everyone, no?
I never was this unprepared. I am always unprepared but this time, I was over-unprepared
So along the way to the university I prayed and prayed to Allah the Almighty,
As He’s the only One that never fails to help me, in any time, any condition
Alhamdulillah :D

So some I could answer some I couldn’t.
Guess same goes to everyone.
And next week today, im gonna be gone.
Gone gone gone
I’ll come back for good
So don’t miss me ya, Egypt ^.^


p/s: exam habis tak tahu nak buat ape! :P

Sunday, July 11, 2010

3 days and im as free as a bird.

Okay now is the critical time
every time, everytime im trying to read the damn books,
i cant help but to imagine slash plan slash think about what am i gonna do when i get back home
and even when im trying to yell "3 days and you can think about home all you want but right now, please concentrate!"

But i cant help it!
and yes, this exam is killing me,
but i dont have eyebag and i sleep at a proper time, unlike during the previous exams :D


and is the 2 months holiday enough/?
na-ah i dont think it is,
i have tons and tons of things to do
can i have like a one year leave please?

Friday, July 9, 2010

some say,

I think i should be grateful for things that I have.
For friends that never gets boring saying i'll wait for you here,

For the times they spent to listen to every single crap i talked about, or walked me home

For family who never stops saying 'you can do it',
at a point where i dont even feel like doing it.

For teachers who never get boring repeating the same thing over and over again,
for the sake of the students.

For mates who are patient enough with all the shits I did,

Before i want to get angry or annoyed or even think about getting mad, think about things theyve done.
And anything else doesnt seem to matter anymore :)
Insya Allah

mood periksa lagi.

Selalu ingin mengeluh,
Selalu ingin membandingkan dengan apa yang orang ada.
Selalu menggunakan “ kalaulah dulu”
Selalu juga mengharapkan mesin tukar masa wujud tercipta,
Balik ke dunia lepas waktu lepas,
Gembira, riang, ‘relation’ yang kukuh
Aku patut bersyukur
Berhenti berharap kepada shits yang tak akan berulang.
Mensyukuri semua yang aku ada sekarang.
Nampak luar tak indah,
Siapa tahu dalam dalam lebih bermakna.

Bangun bangun, jangan tidur lagi. :)

NOBODY GETS TO LIVE LIFE BACKWARD. LOOK AHEAD - THAT'S WHERE YOUR FUTURE LIES. - credits to mama mea :D





Apa yang aku angankan masa kecil tak menjadi
Teringat ketika sedang lepak saudara mara sahabat handai
“bestnyelah jadi orang besar”, kami yang kecik kecik berbicara.
“ada duit sendiri, boleh pergi mana mana pun kita suka, beli macam macam yang kita nak”
Jawab abang sedare aku “ Tak best, jadi budak budak lagi best. Nanti kena fikir pasal duit, belajar, banyak masalah”

“takkk best lahh jadi kecik tak best!” kami membantah
“kau besar nanti kau rasa lah sendiri”

Sekarang aku terbangun. Betul apa yang dia cakap.
Haha berangan je lebih boleh pergi mana mana lah beli apa apa
Nak beli semua benda kalau duit tak ada tak jadi jugak sayang oi.
Kalau boleh memang nak jadi kecik, apa pun tak payah runsing
Tak payah runsing sangat pasal exam yang tak habis habis,
Pointer yang risau turun menjunam, hari ni nak makan apa,
Duit banyak keluar hari ni, habislah! Kena halau dengan tuan rumah, nak duduk mana? *aku tak pernah rasa yang ini*
Wah lamanya aku tidur hari ni!! Ruginya masa! Aargh.

Gaduh dengan rakan sebilik. “bising lah kau! Rimas aku!” *Huish korang fikir macam ni ke *
zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz

Teringat zaman spm;
Eh esok paper biology dengan agama.
Okay balik ni petang tidur kejap bangun start baca biology, malam pergi tuition, balik habiskan agama tak payah tidur malam ni sila Nescafe bantu saya, esok pagi bangun terus jawab periksa.
Begitulah keadaan dengan paper yang seterusnya.



Ucapan terakhir : Selamat maju jaya rakan rakan.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Belacan hina di mata arab. LOL

Haha so few friends were in town for a few days and my friends and i brought them to Balba, a seafood restaurant.

So we were saving we brought our own juice and everything -__-
and since their grilled fish are just plain fish,
we decided to bring along air asam.

I heard a few friends did that a few times.
Soooooo kitorang pun cuba lah.


and and and. darn, ketika sedang makan *tukar mode. macam lagi kacak menggunakan bahasa kebangsaan*
dengan sedapnya. serious shit weh sedap air asam dah lama tak makan dengan ikan bakar.
eh tak sempat makan lagi, udang ngn sotong je baru sampai,
pastu tiba tiba je, jeng jeng jeng, waiters datang,

dia tunjuk dekat air asam tu dan geleng geleng kepala
aku cm "wtf dia ni?"
dia cakap lahh bauuu dia tak best.
kitorang pun pandang lah keliling, orang arab semua tengah buat muka ketat.
damn aku lupa pulak diorang ni mana pernah bau belacan,
punya lah best diorang tak suka,
dengan hati yang pasrah kitorang simpan balik,
tengok waiters tu semua macam bincang something pandang pandang
lepas tu hala kipas besar kat kitorang

haish pakcik terima kasih la banyak banyak kan
terus aku merajuk taknak makan,
tapau balik rumah makan dengan air asam lagi sedap! :DD



Pakcik pakcik arab, kalau pakcik rasaaa air asam yang sedap tu, mestiiii nak tambah lagi percayaalah !:P
tapi salah jugak, diorang bawak air asam selalu kat seafood manshiah je, kedai kecik
ni Balba, mcm standard jugak restaurant tuuu mmg lah tak boleh ramai customers = ="
taubat tak buat dahh maluuu weh

Friday, July 2, 2010

the most memorable







Section 2 Lecture A 2010










Groupmates. Section 2 group D
*suka gambar ni macam gambar raya. Nak hantar salam perantauan lah :PP







looove looove looooove loooove loooove . >.<
hari hari terakhir bergelar pelajar
well seriously im gonna miss allllll of you
No more being loud in the class after this ;(
though still hoping that we stay, but but you know, the probability for that to happen is effinggg low,
but there is still hope kan :D
so mari ramai ramai berdoaaa. *apesal macam aku sorang paling semangat nih = ="*
di kesempatan ini saya ingin memohon ampun atas segala ketidakmatured-an saya,
kesensitive-an yang agak tak kena tempat
ke-terngada ngada-an yang melampau
tersalah kata tersalah laku
semoga dapat menikmati raya yang indah.
echeh macam buat ucapan raya pulak
tapi serious lah weh sorry



anyway, im hoping for the best for allll of you :D
jumpe tepi jalan jangan buat buat tak kenal meshiiii? kalau tak aku sepakkk sorang sorang! *not literally*



and and lagi 18 harii nk balik malaysia!
macam tak percaya





ok 4th ni paper sem 6 and 7
10th mcq final
12th human right
14th final written kut


petang 14th ----------------------- MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!