can i have this please? :(

This! This! I want this one like so badly!
You know forget about the dslr. now this one is the number one thing that i want!
Gimme one please! okay to be honest i dont know whether i should buy one.
it costs much cheaper than the dslr and way cooler of course!
you know i don't mind having a one and a few numbers after that missing in my bank account for this stuff.
i seriously don't.


Ive always wanted to play this thing. But you know, i never really had the chance to.
Because i don't know. I never put much thought into it -.-
but you know yesterday i said to myself " dude? why can't you have this? you can!"
im always jealous with those who can really play this thing. damn.

and you know these past few days, my friends, you know who you are keep showing about how they can play songs. since they just bought it. no. he bought it. but they've been using his :P

Everytime they succeeded in playing a certain song, i feel like screaming "mana aci!!!" tapi tahan je. haha but you know, they're learning and i want to learn too :(

i dont know how to read the notes but come on, benda boleh settle right?
im just afraid that if i spend too much time with that thing, imma throw my other more important responsibility down the longkang and simbah it with air. pushhhh habis hilang semua.

lol im just afraid thats gonna happen.
thats why i decided even if im buying that thing, imma buy it during holiday.
But still, i don't know for sure whether i should wait, or, should i not buy it? :((
BUT I WANT IT!!!


BLAME THEM FOR MAKING ME CRAVE THIS THING!
ke kau marah aku tiru kau beli ? :(



p/s: you know, you have to understand that i wanna save so badly since my money has turun menjunam because of stuff lately. i wanna save because i have a certain things that i want. that im saving for. i dont want to spend a lot sum of money for something that i think should not be spent for because im sure there's some other ways? :( please understand.

erk

ada orang bagitahu ______ yang nina gaduh dengan ______


and i went. " hahhh???"


cik adik, cik abang, cik kakak ini bukan zaman sekolah saya nak gaduh gaduh tarik rambut kutuk kutuk tak puas hati. that was so high school lah = =


terasa macam teroffended. im not that childish nor im not that bitchy untuk gaduh sebab benda benda bodoh yang tak berapa nak bodoh. :(


ok dapat berita sedih tadi :( tapi cool sudah.

maamouraa with sectionmates :)

ok remember i told you before that i hated my section because it was so racist? oh did i tell you or did i just put it in my phone? = =

ok whatever it is im taking back my statement because my section rocks!
hahahaha
itulahhhh cakap tak serupa bikin.
but whatever yeah perhaps i still do not know like, half of the names but heck, i know their faces now at least.
and we hung out at maamurah last week and they all brought like super duper deliciousss food and i loved it!


hehe jijie and i were the first to arrived when we actually thought we were late (!). and we were like, "duh kata 8? dah lapan suku?"

and one by one started to arrive. and here are the pictures :)

main beskal wee

turned out playing killer was really fun!

impian naik atv tercapai . lol

suka ini gambar sebab nampak orang tangkap gambar haha

cocktail sedap. minggu ni nak buat :D

kek roti menda ntah sedap kak nusaibah buat :D

wee gambar group :D

London vs Vienna

aina ngan saya punya swatch. kami berdua gila swatch. kami berdua dapat swatch as birhtday present :D ngee lepas ni dslr eh aina?

suka gambar skema! tapi saya takde :(

the first after us

gambar ss while waiting for the girls = = jangan condemn kami bosan

ini pantai dia. stunning right?

and yeah we also wear the same colour to class once a week. last week pink and next week? well lets just wait for the vote.:D hee

apa mahu buat? :(

eternal dilemma :

knowing it can't stay this way since its wrong. very very wrong. yet am not capable of letting go :(

friends.

You know, its not easy to find someone who can stick to you no matter what.
its hard to find a friend to whom you can tell all your problems to,
who never gets bored listening to the same old stuff the same old problem.
to whom you can say whatever you want to say without worrying that she/he might think pelik about you whatsoever.

It's not easy to start being friends with someone.
it doesnt feel that good being with people that you have to please. that you feel awkward being with
that you can't utter words when youre with them

Its good to have friends that you can say anything to
that you always have something you can tell.
that you can hug and cry on their shoulders.

as im getting older, its getting harder to find good reliable friends.
since everyone is spending too much time on themselves and less time together
like people used to do during the old days :(
because everyone has his/her own commitments, tasks and responsible.
its hard to find a good friend in 2 years. because two years are just ain't enough to bond the friendship to the highest level
And it is even suck-er when you finally have that good friendship but then you have to end it for a greater good.
even when you cry so hard, you can't stop thinking about the good old days,
the times you spent together, the stuff you bought, the feelings and all the smiles and laughs shared


sometimes i hope i can find a new best friend here, someone close to me someone i can share everything with, sometimes i hope my best friends are here with me but they are all so far away and sometimes i hope i don't have to end a good friendship but shit happens and im gonna have to accept it :(

people come and people leave. but please, try your best to stay :)