Wednesday, January 21, 2009

sorry seems to be the hardest word

well i dont actually know what i want to write.
i feel so down and alone,
i dont feel like i want to be here
its great,its fun but i miss malaysia
i miss everything about it
i miss my family, friends ,cousins
i miss waking up in my room knowing what to do,
or have no time to feel boring
i miss being in school and laugh with all my friends
i miss crying outside the class without anyone knowing it
i miss comforting tasha while she feels down
i miss having someone to talk to at night or smsing different people every single night
i cant msg no one here since it is so expensive
i cant call them and talk to them all night long
i cant meet them anytime i want to
i dont have anyone to tell all my secrets because no one here knows about my past.
they dont know anyone i know
i cant take this nomore,fyi

3 comments:

Puteri Sepi said...

sayangku~

anda ialah insan terpilih.

tu je yg aku bleh ckp

nak nasihat lebih2, aku pown ade konflik jugak!

cuma, nasib aku adalah, aku kenal org yg kenal org yg aku kenal..

paham x?

hahahaha~

sekurang2nya aku masih ada family kat sini. ada adik aku. so, nasib aku tak seteruk kau.

aku faham konflik yg kau rasa sekarang

cuma, kau dah buat keputusan tu, kau tak leh berpatah balik. kau bleh berpatah balik, tapi, rugi la.

apa yg aku leyh nasihatkan, buat solat istikarah,ok!

all da best darling

u can ym all ur friends here, darling!

Irfan F-one-R said...

homesick dah..?

takleh harap...

Ahmed Basyir said...

i dont know what to say..keep holding on nina ...may things get better