semua tentang kita

Akhirnya aku sudah habis belajar di shahputra

hehe setelah hampir 3 bulan

gembirakah? sedihkah?

semuanya bercampur baur

rindu juga mahu ke kelas hari hari

berjalan jalan main boling tonton wayang di bandar

majlis graduasi berjalan dengan lancar

sederhana meriah tetapi kami gembira.

video budak lelaki sangat kacak

membuatkan kami ketawa:D

*tolong jangan perasan. terima kasih*

aku bergambar bersama rakan rakan

dah mengucapkan selamat tinggal

sedih betul.. padahal kami akan bertemu lagi beberapa hari selepas itu-.-

mengapa?

yalah, aku risau di sana kami tidak akan menjadi rapat seperti di sini

bukan senang aku berkawan dengan mereka

lagi lagi dengan budak lelaki yang pada awalnya amat menyakitkan hati

tetapi lama kelamaan aku mula okay dengan mereka.

hehe

aku balik lewat. lebih lewat dari yang lain

aku lihat sorang sorang meninggalkan rumah kami

rumah yang kecoh menjadi kosong

sunyi betul

lagi sebulan kami akan berangkat ke alex

bertemu semula

tapi aku risau apabila di sana kami tidak akan berada di kelas sama

risau juga jadi semakin tidak rapat

ahhh aku yang terlalu memikirkannya

sekarang aku lihat apa hikmahnya aku ditakdirkan balik ke malaysia dan tidak terus kekal di zagzig:D

p/s: sudah lama tidak berbahasa skema

go go pre medic shahputra 09!

we can do it and never never give up!

benci

aku benci lah
aku benci bila ada orang buat aku terase macam aku lah manusia paling jahat kt sini
aku tanak pergi malam ni bukan nye salah
kaksu pun kate tak wajib kan
so kenape nak persoalkan aku pergi ke tak?
bukan aku je tak pergi
ramai sangat

aku tahulah aku tak sebaik orang lain tapi aku bukan buat jahat
aku bukan kacau orang
aku cume tak ada rasa nak pergi program solat maghrib solat hajat solat isya' jemaah and tahlil siaran langsung tv9 tu.
aku tak boleh sembahyang lah weh
aku cume tak tahu apa aku nak buat nanti kat sana
lagipun nak pergi ke tak itu
option
kalau aku pergi tapi hati tak ikhlas tak buat dengan ikhlas apa guna aku pergi?
pahala tak dapat
lebih baik aku beribadah dekat rumah hati ikhlas Allah terima

aku tau aku tak baik mcm orang lain
dulu dekat sekolah aku tak rasa pun aku jahat aku cuma rasa aku normal
tapi bila datang sini aku terasa yang aku ni jahat sangat
aku bukan tinggal benda wajib
aku buat,
dan kalau kau rasa aku tak pergi program malam ni sebab aku tak suka benda mcm tu,
salah
aku suka tapi memang aku tak ada mood malam ni
aku mintak maaf
kalau kau rasa kau baik sangat
dan kau rasa orang yang tak pergi itu semua jahat
you're not the one to judge
Allah is.
sekian

ceritera

a week to go,
living in kuantan pahang
hehe
last saturday my housemates and i went to teluk chempedak
our motive : take lots of pictures
and we succeeded:D

hell, it was fun!:D
played volleyball by the beach
and you know conteng conteng a lot of things on the sand.
at least ada jugak something nak buat rather than sitg at home do nothing but watch movie 24/7.
getting bored already

tanye ustaz, ada graduation tak, die kate ada
mcm bes je graduation
i never had one
okay, once only when i was in standard 6, but daaa, i took a trophy and some pictures and went home,
never had a real graduation -.-'

lately i kept thinking about my old life and friends,
haha such a waste of time kan,
but i just can't help it.
i really enjoy my life here but you know still, i miss my old life , old friends, old place
hehe.. i miss them sooo much and i love them sooo much!
bile nak buat gathering ni,
nk ikut ckp ban ke, wat 5 years after?
sadis gile,


and yeah aku fly 29 september:D
about a week after raye
the same day hariz's going back to indo
wee going back to egypt
second country.
fly skali ngn budak ikip
aduh dah ar tak knal diorang
bapak bosannn -.-
next week balik ada pre-departure
dapat duet boleh shopping
yayyyyy:D

H1N1

again, one more day
stuck in this house with nothing and nothing and nothing to do
you know just flirting around watching movies, chatting talking and a little bit of memorizing arab ammi.

WHY?

H1N1 yeah the same thing everywhere
colleges and universities are closing
still waiting, when shahputra is going to close-.-
matriks and uitm, where most of my ex-schoolmates are studying; they took the raya holiday and carry it forward for H1N1 holiday. ah seems like i will not have the chance to meet them before leaving.:(


last saturday we played bowling
overall it was fun but you know the guys booked the lanes for us, i wonder why didn't they let us play side by side. instead they took the middle lane.lol
they killed all the fun i'm going to kill them back!
it was supposed to be housemates'-day-out whatever
we planned on watching the proposal but the movie wasn't out yet
stupid it was supposed to be out on july 30th. i've been waiting for that movie

then sunday came; nothing to do, aha monday came,
we were told to stay at home no need to go to college because everyone is getting sick,
we can't even go out
how the heck am i going to live like this??
\just let us go home for God's sakes!