selamat tinggal.

dengan ini saya dengan iri hati (?) mengumumkan, saya bakal pulang ke tanah bukan air pada esok hari.

hehe.

tapi barang belum habis kemas. jadi ada sesiapa yang bermurah hati baik hatiii rendah hati nak tolong kemaskan? * wink wink.

ok dah shadap

flight kuwait airlines.tak seronok :/. transit hanya sejam.

turun 20 minit naik balik 20 minit. so takkan duduk sana pun

ketibaan di borg pada jam 10 pagi

probably aku seorang. tapi dengar khabar ada juga 2 manusia yang tidak dikenali identiti ada sama,

tahun lain mungkin.

oh ini kasut. membuatkan aku termimpi mimpi saban hari

ketika hati mulaa yakin mahu melangkah ke sungei wang setelah 2 minggu menerima mimpi yang sama,

aku jumpa kasut ni di jusco.

padahal sebelum ini time aku berapa kali ulang pergi sana tak ada = =

bagus lah, tak sempat pun pergi sungei wang. ktm macam tuttt je penuh

nampak sangat perangai malaysian yang kurang sopan,

menjerit sana marah marah orang, tak ikut peraturan, tak hormat orang lain

kelibat beberapa foreigners juga kelihatan. sangat, memalukan, sangat.

sabar sikit tak boleh? cakap elok elok ka. kami faham bahasa melayu sekian.

hena maugud maakulat. kuwaiz awwi :)

wah wah okay im starting to get jealous seeing friends' photos who went overseas to further their studies :O

haha selama ni tak pernah bukak pun sebab tu baru jealous hari ni = =

the places are breathtakingly beautiful

at first i went

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

but when i spend a little time to think about it

i came to a conclusion that

it doesnt really matter.

duduk egypt pun best jugak because of ze FOOD

FOOD FOOD EVERYWHERE EVERYTIME.

chinese thailand melayu indian arab western italy you name it

and theyre all halal and yummy and affordable :)

and the currency here is low. 1 ringgit = 2 genih. so you do the math :)

banyak lagi tapi itu je yang sounds interesting :O

and nehh, bila cuti still boleh pergi their beautiful places kan :)

ouh nak upload food photos here ;( but all the photos are gone since that stupid perompak took my laptop and all my memories in it vanished in a blink of eye/

thanks a lot brother. thanks a lot.

and to friendss who are currently studying wherever it is youre studying

all the best and im happy for you :)) tak dengki ok jealous je :P

kthxbai

kenangan lalu ;)

was browsing through some old pictures

belakang sekolah. bengkel pertanian. bawah pokok. latihan kawad :D serious rindu kawad kaki rumah sukan. heck, it was fun dengan costumes segala T.T

zaman myspace bila semua gambar nak kena diphotoshopkan. lol really embarrassing :P but i like how some of them turned out :D

fake eyelashes. fake eye colour. budak budak zaman sekarang = = seronok sebab ada gambar kami je :D

teringat masa form 5 ada budak comel form 1. aku kacau dia selaluuu gila masa kawad.

lepas tu lepas tuu satu hari tu aku kacau, dia lari gelak gelak

aku pun kejar lah = = lepas tu lama lama lari dia duduk, menangis, cabut cabut rumput. tiba tiba macam psycho gila mengamuk.

wahhh aku pulak rasa bersalah gila sekali aku pun menangis sekali ;((

dia cakap dia sedih semua orang buli dia.

aku pun " akak tak buliii lahh, ***** lari sebab tu akak kejar T.T ok lepas ni akak tak kacau dah ;("

sampai habis kawad aku tak berani kacau dia dah, haha

hehe ni rasanya kitorang ponteng kejap kelas. haih teruk betul dulu

tapi kadang kadang kitorang mintak kebenaran

cikgu disiplin siap

"cikgu cikgu exam abes awal ni. nak balik sekarang boleh tak?"

"baliklah. tapi cepat sikit jangan sampai pejabat nampak"

"wokey cikgu tak ada hal lah"

semua stok bajet rockstars je :P

kthxbai

nasi lemak .

Teringat zaman sekolah menengah.

Pagi pagi beli nasi lemak paklang.

kalau datang awal, bedal dulu tumpang makan dalam kelas 3 akmal,

walaupun aku exco perhimpunan, patut halang orang buat macam tu, aku pulak join = =

kalau lambat tunggu rehat.

kadang kadang pagi jumpa pakcik putu mayam

beli tiga ringgit

duduk belakang dalam lab biology bersila atas lantai lapik plastik makan secara berjemaah.

hehe

tak pun kalau terlupa beli nasi lemak pagi tu, pancing lah junior mana yang kelihatan waalaupun tak kenal :O

"dik, belikann nasi lemak kat luar pleaseee"

tak pun kita lari keluar sekolah kejap, lepas beli masuk balik :D

wah seronok.

ok tiba tiba teringat bila tanya haziq

"nasi lemak paklang tu ada lagi?"

T.T

thats it kthxbai

zzz

yeahhh after waitinggg for almost a month or two, it finally came out(!)

and it was okay, alhamdulillah for that,

overall out batch's result improved a lot.

and im happy for that *wink wink

it seems that everyone is working hard and hard to achieve it.

naik. turun. naik. turun.

the hardest thing to do is to maintain,

and whats even harder is trying to figure out which way of study suits you, or me in this case

its like every sem is a gamble = =.

change your way of study every sem ,kalau result jatuh lah and see how it turns out.

and i spent too much time with books last sem sampai tak mahu pergi takafuh, and if all of my friends went out for dinner or anything, i was the only one left home, simply because, i wanted to study =.="

but my result was, bad. freaking bad. down down masuk longkang.

so i knew i was wrong its not only about studying, i know that however hard you work,

in the end, what determine the outcome is not only the effort, but His berkat.

Well whatever He gave you, im sure He has a better plan for you

And alhamdulillah because of the bad one He gave me, i tried to be flexible. Pergi takafuh, orang ajak keluar. because your life doesnt linger around books only kan. kalau ada aktiviti, ikut lah yang mana best :P Kalau study bagai nak rak, berkat tu tak ada, redha tu tak ada, tak jadi jugak, kan :)

and i tried so hard to change everything i did that i thought was wrong. i bought a new table. zzzz mahal doh, and kerusi pusing pusing and tried so hard to find a comfortable place to study.

i didnt go to the library that often no more! :P ah one more thing that i thought was hard is trying to figure out what you did wrong. grr was it because of the kerusi murah that made me so unproductive, was it because i went to the library too often tapi study tak sangat = = was it because i didnt go to takafuh? was it because of etc etc too many things that i thought was wrong

susah nak tengok aku yang saving nak mampos beli meja kerusi mahal macam ni. beli sehari lepas dapat result sem lepas sebab takut sejarah berulang :P i did what i had to do :P menangis woo habis duit

i may not have the best result among them but it was something i should be grateful for :) and i hope it maintains after this walaupun zzz

haih, takut pulak nak masuk third year -.-"

terima kasih jugak kepada best buddy aku ni ha sebab suka tanya soalan pelik pelik yang buat aku kena study banyak kali and figure out jawapan kepada soalan pelik dia ni. haha

to be honest aku ni tak reti study in group so memang aku sorang sorang je lah belajar. minah ni je yang berani dan percaya serta yakin untuk tanya soalan dekat aku. haha = = aku pun selalu kalau ada orang tanya aku, tak sah kalau aku tak pergi tanya orang lain :P

congratulations everyone :)

carutan yang dilarang

Aku rasa aku taknak lah dolak dalik dengan berani dan terang terangan aku rasa semua orang dah mula rasa annoyed dengan result yang tak kunjung kunjung tiba. grr

it doesnt matter really bila kau keluar result oi

tapi tak payah lah nak bagi harapan palsu.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

kalau dah taknak keluarkan tu shadap jelah.

ni cakap by puasa lah. lepas tu hari ni lah lepas tu esok lah.

lagi lah zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

sebab bila tunggu tunggu tak keluar jugak.

dannn kepada rakan seangkatann tak payah lah nak mengamuk bagai mengeluarkan kata kata kesat kepada orang arabsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. normal lah marah tapi sampai nak mencarut carat semua.

-____________________________________-"

macam lah orang lain tak tension jugak = = marah sikit sikit sudah. hehe

ok dah shadap. aku dah tukar tiket pergi 30 sept. asalnya 23.

well ok lahh because i was hoping dapat 1 ke 2 oct.

sebab tak mahu lah balik lambat sangat. sebab nanti kelam kabut nak pergi kelas tak sempat rest tak ada moooood nak masuk kelas dan belajar

kalau balik awal nanti dah bosan ronggeng kat egypt tak sabar nak masuk kelas. hehe

kut lah tapi -________________-"

yang tak bestnya kena bayar LE500. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

tapi kalau tukar kat egypt lagi mahal. ada kena 700 ada kena 900 ada sampai seribu lebih

tapi kalau tak tukar langsung lagi jimat hehe tapi tak cool lah balik awal awal awalll sangat tak seronok tak puas makan lagi ni.

ok dah shadap. post time tengah sakit hati dengan seorang manusia yang tak boleh didedahkan identiti. tapi tapi tak baik marah marah orang :(

kthxbai

a quick update

i know its been months since i last updated but i just, couldn't find proper words to write.

and i've been busy? well not really busy lah but didnt have much time to spend in front of ze laptop and heck, i dont know why.

so first i have to write about puasa in egypt. Though I only had the chance to sembahyang terawih twice there but i have to say that its awesome

It ended at 11 for 8 rakaat only but it didnt feel that long. perhaps because it was held in the middle of the padang and we could feel the breeze and everything. and we even held the quran and read along :) its nice really.

pardon the terrible photo. biasalah malam malam tak nampak apa. :D after terawih lepak lepak for a while :)

and then i went home on august 10th. and on my way home, i received a sad news. my grandmother was gone. ;"(

i was late a few hours but nothing could be done kan. it was such a big coincidence that in happened on my way home

and i didnt get to see her for the last time but everything happens for a reason and there should be a good reason behind it kan?

transit at kuwait for 7 hours and wee kami dapat hotel.

i rather transit for a longgggggggggg time and dapat hotel rather than transit less thn 7 hours lepas tu duduk merempat makan tak sedap = = "

asilah terpaksa jadi model hotel. nais kan? :D

i didnt go out that much this time because, i dont know. i dont feel like going out that much. I went to meet my friends just once and they went " asal nina mcm diam eh cuti ni? tak tahu pun nina balik yang lain dengar lah jugak"

hee sorry i dont really have a good explanation for that.

but it feels good to meet them after such a long time. and to be honest, i really miss us ;"(

so i celebrated my first raya in kl. for a few hours only, :P because after sembahyang raya we went to our hometown in perak.

Singgah ipoh abahchik's house and met all the cousins and second cousins whom i haven't met for years!

then off to taiping. reached there at like 11 and cleaned up the house until 4 am! but not me lah because at one i already felt so sleepy and i couldnt even open my eyes so its not my fault really that i went to sleep early

lol dengan baju kebaya mengemop membasuh satu rumah -__________________-"

sangat kental

belambak pokok rambutan nampak? durian ada jugak kat belakang. jealous tak :P

the next day i went to sri kota, my mom's side to meet all the cousinss and as usual lah everyone was there so the house was full with little kids and cousins and uncles and aunties. and it was havoc and loud and funnn :) we had photoshoot with all the props and everything, hehe

the good thinng is i craved for yong taufu and aiskrim bomba and cendol. the best cendol in the world, as they say. Of course lah sebab cendol ada dekat malaysia je so the best in malaysia is the best in the world lah kan :D and they were yummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :) although i had to wait hours for ze yong taufu and aiskrim bomba = =" they have like dozenss of different kind of ice cream. a must everytime i go back to tepeng :D

pardon gambar tahun lepas memandangkan tahun ni sangat lambat dapat jadi bila dapat makan dengan rakusnya bila dah licin baru teringat "damn! gambar tak ambik!"

budak kecik takboleh duduk diam hehe

we had to come home early since my brother will go back to indonesiaaaa on friday. so we spent our last day with ze cousins and then we went to air terjunnnnnn and barbeque some more (!)

i wasnt planning on mandi-ing at the air terjun because you know how hard it is to change kan but i cant resist the urge to terjun sekali when i saw the others had fun! so yeah, i joined them finally. it was cold it was epic(!)

dekat sini :D

it took 5 hours from taiping to kl and we had to wake up earlyyy in the morning to send hariz off to the airport.

I have to go delay my flight ticket to egypt because its quite early but im sooo lazyyy to go to the office and and you know spend some $$$ for it. because im saving up right now. i have to count every penny i have so i dont spend much because i have so many things to buy and to bring to egypt *cry baby cry*

and im going to spend a few days in the hospital usha-ing around since someone went "kalau bosan datang lahh ikut tengok goyang goayang kaki, nyanyi nyanyi dalam operation room tu ikut ikut lah tengok masuk icu ke just for exposure kan"

so yeah perhaps im going to do attachment because i desperately need some exposures because i dont know i think after 2 years ++ studying medic, i should know some medical stuff. not just the things in the book and practical in egypt is SO NOT ENOUGH.

and he warned me " JANGAN JANGANN KAHWIN TIME BELAJAR, tak ada faedah langsung"

lol so i had a thought about " kalauuuu TERkahwin awal pun boleh lah kut" because you know seeing people around

but after hearing that i went 'ooh that's so not gonna happen'

tho i think that part about tak ada faedah langsung tu, some wouldnt agree kan. perhaps ada lah faedah dia but not for me lahh perhaps for other people. hehe

im so young and i am so not ready for that. becauseeeeeee i have a life ahead, i have to think about study, about work, continuing my study and some people, like me, just can't survive having too many responsible. as a student, which is a BIG one already, and a 'wife' *sedang tahan vomit okay just having a thought about that* and i dont have a calon lagi ^.^" yang ada calon tak terlibat yer :D

and i so don't want to rushh because i don't know it is a big thing and im afraid because of the rush, i suffer my whole life T.T

okay since thats not gonna happen, kut. just shut up and stop thinking about it = ="

ouh and mereka bilang result keluar esok. dont trust them really cakap je before raya what happened = =

im quite nervous really. i dont put much hope since my result jatuh menjunam last sem although of course who doesnt want another excellent kan? = = but if my result drop jugak pasrah je im ready for that jugak although nanti menangis guleng guleng jugak seriously. but im hoping for the best :D

so i guess its not to late to wish everyone selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin :)) and good luck result :O