a confession

have you ever feel like crying all night long?
have you ever feel like stabbing yourself to death?
have you ever feel like screaming at the top of your lung

i have..

you don't want to look at the person,
you don't want to even see the person,
because you feel like dying,
i'm dying to know the answer for the question that i don't even know what.
i'm sick of waiting for something that i know i will never get.
i'm sick of everything.
no one knows how bad my heart bleeds.
no one knows how i'm suffering
this heartache is killing me,
i had enough.
i want things to stop.
i want things to end.
i dont want to even think about it.
i really had enough.