i know im not perfect

i know i have so many defects,

even when i want to try to stop being someone who sucks in so many ways,

i just can't

icant blame the past, because its my own fault not anyone's

and i know i can't be angry or sad when i found out about it

that came from a friend, if a good friend thinks like that, how about others . must be worse :O

but i still have to accept that its my own fault kan,

even if i am my friend, i'd hate a part of me :)

im sorry im such a bad friend, a bad person,

i just don't know how to feel food about myself.

can someone please teach me how?

but its okay , i know it and i cant blame anyone for that so i have to smile no matter how suck it feels :)