life is unfair
has life ever being fair?
as i sit her, in my room, hearing the sound of the train passing by.
things come across my mind
why am i here?
do i want to be here?
can i really survive?
those are the questions left, unanswered.
while walking back from class,
i look around and i observe
i stll can't believe i am actually standing in the middle of strangers.
can you believe it?
i can hear the inner me asking,
and i closed my eyes,
let myself drown into my own world.
the world full of laugh, smile, and joy.
but i am forced to be awake,
i am forced to face the reality.
it is not life that is being unfair,
the problem lies within myself,
because as i think deeper and deeper,
life actually saves me from being the victim of predators
it saves me from living in sin.
from continously living in a place i thought everything was okay
while it actually wasn't
I am fated to be here
He sent me here,
To make me think and learn
To bring out the best in me