our own wars.

You know, there are two wars going on between the first year students of alexandria university


What kind of war?
jeng jeng jengggg
sama sama kita nantikannnn,. ^ ^

You know that our new university is like 10 minutes away from our asrama mara BY TAXI not by walking *can imagine how far it is? ^ ^*

So the first war is …

taxi war. xD

When the class starts at 8, everyone will be waiting for the taxi since about 7 -___-.
and i have to wake up like 2 hours earlier, aka 6 am. Whoa awal gila kan? * sigh*
dulu dulu bangun satu jam awal je. T_T

here you can see 'adegan-perebutan -teksi –antara- penghuni –penghuni- asrama- mara' happen, almost everyday.

and here we can also see all the gentlemen become not-so-gentlemen anymore since everyone wants to arrive to class early.





see? many people were already waiting for the taxi.




why so early?




because here goes the second war.
wait for it, wait for it.









FRONT SIT WAR.

You know how unfair it is when our lecture hall is so not like a lecture hall.
2nd year and 3rd year etc have a normal lecture hall,

unlike us, like i mentioned in my previous post,

our lecture hall is like a tuition class, packed, crowded and, messy? -__-"

and to get the front seat, you have to arrive like an hour earlier.

in this case, every second counts,

even if you are 30 minutes earlier, youre still gonna sit at the back row.

and i thought arriving 30 minutes earlier are early enough but when i arrived all the front seats were already taken and i was like "THE BACK SEAT?? AGAIN?!!!"

-_______________________________________________-"







To see those empty front seats that have to be saved for the guys,

its not fair. Girls come early and they have to sit at the back. Guys come late but they get to sit in front?

Hey first come first serve lah. aiyoh.

Toleration is very important right now kan? haish nasib baik korang batchmates aku. Kalau tak fikir nak duduk sama sama 6 tahun dah lama aku bedal tempat korang. -__-"

You sure know that sitting at the back row sucks.
i couldnt even see the whole slides. All I could see are the big heads of the guys sitting in front. T__T
And everyone will jengket jengket to see whats written on the slide. (*&^%$##$%^&%$

see how crowded it is. luckily i got to sit in front two days straight. say what??? xD

Sebagai pelajar perubatan, saya amat mengharapkan lokasi pembelajaran kami ditukar kerana tempat tersebut sangat tidak strategik dan merimaskan saya rasa macam nak.. macam nak.. macam nak.. *speechless*

at least our new laboratory is better than the old one :P

i am innocent. i repeat, INNOCENT

Aku bosan. Tangan mula menaip blogger.com.

Scrolled down, scrolled down

Ternampak satu post menarik oleh echah berdasarkan perenggan pendek di dashboard aku dapat simpulkan blog echah masuk byte muslim.

*gelak berguleng guleng sebentar*

After about a minute i heard echah's voice over the kitchen

“Echah semoga berjayaaaaaa masuk pertandingan blog! Gahahaha * sumpa evil laugh*
“Blog nina the temptation kan?”
“aah asal?”
“Blog nina pun adaaaa!’
“what?!”
“ Tu ah gelakkan orang lagi!”
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*berdasarkan emoticon tersebut anda tahu bagaimana reaksi muka saya ketika itu*

@#%^*(^%$#$%^&)%$#$%^

Sejak bila aku bagi link blog aku wehhh!
Ini diskriminasi! Melanggar etika human right!

Pesalah harus dijatuhkan hukuman yang berat. (I dont even know who on earth gave them the link)

p/s: ketahuilah saya tak pernah mencalonkan blog sayaa apatah lagi terfikir untuk mencalonkan blog saya

I even went "gahahahaaa harapan lah aku nak masuk pertandingan ni memang tak layak nak masuk apa apa kategori pun" when i opened the alexmed team email yesterday -.-"

and note that saya tak boleh buat blog saya private kerana mak ayah saya juga membaca blog saya dan saya memang tak suka buat blog saya private. bukan ada apa apa pun dekat sini -__-

Anyway i am so sorry for all the confusions, i never meant for anything to happen. -_-"
dan kalau ada tersalah kata, terkasar bahasa atau sebarang ter ter ter ampunkan saya dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki wokeyyyy semuaaa? (:

and once again, i am innocent


sekian terima kasih

perlu jadi berani.

Aku ambik course medic,
So, aku kena jadi doktor lah kan?


Tapi,






Aku takut darah -__- not exactly takut, tapi mabuk darah,
as in bilaa aku tengok darah, aku rasa macam aaaaaaaaaaaaa, #$%^&*(^%$ *tiba tiba rasa nausea*

Aku takut jarum jugak, aku tak suka kena inject, nurse nurse yang pernah inject aku mesti bengang ngn aku sebab aku asyik main tarik tarik tangan, asyik kena mara je dengan diorang -__-"
minta maaf banyak banyak sekarang saya da tak takut jarum dah, betul ^ ^ kut
Tengok orang kena inject pun aku da rasa freaky

Tak boleh tengok orang sakit sakit ni, nnt aku rasa macam aku pulak yang kena.

eg: kalau aku tgk orang tu kena potong kaki , aku rasa macam kaki aku yang kena potong. dan untuk pengetahuan semua, perasaan tersebut amatlah tidak menge-best-kan.

Movie movie torture torture ni tak payah cakap lah -__- baru die pegang pisau aku dah rasa tension nak mati dah. Kalau tgk citer saw tu overall aku tengok tak smpai sejam kut sebab most of the time aku tutup mata -___-
Rasa macam tangan aku pulak yang kena gergaji ;"(
Tengok movie bukan mereleasekan tension, menambahkan tension lagi ada. -.-"




Motif dia sekarang ni, aku nak cakap yang, aku takut lah weh nak pergi wad orang bersalin
Semua orang dah pergi, aku belum lagi.

Dah tu diorang cite freaky gila. makcik makcik arab tu dah lah jerit kuat gila nak mati, dengan doktor yang ganas.
Dah lah banyak main potong potong. potong perut, potong tempat baby keluar
pastu dengan darah yang banyak banyak banyak banyak
Lepas habis, doktor masukkan tangan dia dalam perempuan tu *from below* nak cek accessory placenta

*wth tak sakit ke weh?! -_-"


Huwaaa, aku nak pergi aku nak pergi. nak jadi doktor kena lah pergi tengok.
Nanti dapat patient yang berjuta kali lagi teruk macam mana? -__-
Tapi ergh aku tak dapat keyakinan yang cukup lagi. T_T

somehow aku kena overcome jugak problem problem ni tu be a good future doctor and treat my patients however bad their conditions will be ;(

Good luck nina :)

empty

Sometimes you try to find the right words to express how you feel.

But they just cant be expressed by words. You can never describe them


When you are on your own, you have to learn a lot of things.
When you feel like you really hate yourself for being someone you dont want to be,
When you really hope someone understands how you feel, but that someone does not even exist.

Nobody says this is going to be easy.
When you are up, or down, or helpless, you are on your own.
Deal with it

broadbanggggggggg

I SO NEED A BROADBAND RIGHT NOW




































I WANT A BROADBAND

























I FEEL LIKE BUYING A BROADBAND

























Unlimited +- LE 150?
neh. i dont want to be stingy but im not sure losing money on something like this is worth it.
internet is effing slow but, -__-


someone someone someone, DO SOMETHING!



p/s: i may be thrifty but i do use a lot of money when it comes to food :)

selepas cuti :)

Holiday is over

class has started in the new building, not a good one i can say

because the class is nothing like our lecture hall.

Just like my tuition class back when i was in form 5

I couldn't even see the slide -___-

Our new uni. sorry there's no picture of the class next time maybe (:

And i was blamed when the girls dominated the front seats on the first day,

Talk to those who sat in front not to me bacause i sat at the BACK TOO REMEMBER?

We lost in futsal.

It doesnt really matter. We didnt play to win, though it would be better if we won

But starting from now on we will play futsal once every two weeks insyaAllah :)

Semangat! semangat yang kita mahukan! -____-

And last week shifa and aineen came to alex

and it was a SURPRISE! to see them at the istad.

whoah datang tak bagitahuu yer korang. ngeng

and we went to green plaza along with kak nisa and played go-kart

It has been ages since i last played!

*tipu tipu baru main before masuk ksp ^ ^

suka suka especially untuk aku yang belum ada lesen kereta

wth! nak jugak bawak kereta. siap lah kau aku ambik lesen nanti

p/s: tak sempat nak ambik dulu T_T

mereka di bilik saya. okay ignore the messy katil because they came early in the morning i didnt have time to make my bed. INI BUKAN ALASAN SEMATA MATA!

yesterday i was asked to cook udang. and i was already super duper excited until i see the prawns.

haiwan eksotik mana pulak ni. pelik gila udang dia. jadi tak semangat pulak masak T__T nak rasa pun tak berani . Nama udang ini udang lipan bak kata mereka. banyak di malaysia bak kata mereka juga tetapi kenapa aku tak pernah nampak pun -___-

luckily that night we went to seafood restaurant to celebrate jujue's birthday

Happy birthday darling !! :))

it is over.

Okay final sem 1 was officially over, yes I repeat, OVER

However I do not feel like how I expected myself to feel
No over-reaction
No jerit jerit after the pengawas took the kertas.
After a few walks outside the dewan only i realized “ ehh dah abes semua lah -__-“

Thank you to the flu, and the nausea, and the dizziness, headache and the sore throat and the heartache for the past few days

Now I DO NOT feel like enjoying.


THE EXAM

Okay our final exam is not like others,
No 3-months period of exam, with so many papers, one down 100 more papers to go.
With just 2 papers combining all the subjects, one for MCQ and another one for essay
And fyi for our batch we do not learn according to subjects but according to module.
The whole stuff packed in a book I don’t really know how to explain them not like anyone is interested in knowing anyway. LOL

I cant wait to meet you again exam. Have a long and safe journey out of our lives :)

FUTSAL

Okay I was forced to participate in futsal competition
Haha not exactly forced but im not going all excited with this competition
LOL first of course I have to practice even when I do not feel well -___-
And I want to play for fun since im not that talented with this futsal thing. Adoy

The thing is, we tried to book the court at istad nadi since the istad gamaah was already full.
And can you believe that we are not allowed to play there simply because we are GIRLS.
So now girls cant play futsal eh?
Aiyoh I know your arab girls do not sport that much but don’t drag us along
we sport , you don’t. let us play. Deal?
This is a sort of discrimination I believe.
Where is our HUMAN RIGHT. Do SOMETHING PEOPLE!

do not give up :)

2nd post in 24 hours.

yes, because i cant stand this craziness.

shoot, i am so hating you for everything that youve done.

for making my eyes go darker each day, for the pimples, for the messy room, for the depression, for the hungriness, for the money lost because no ones cooking no more, for the... for the...

i am trying so hard not to scream while hentak hentak kaki here

*do not complain do not complain. im not complaining*

but you know, come to think about it i kind of like exam. yeah right.

because you know, after the last paper, the freedom im gonna feel is just unexplainable :))

like all the hard works are worth it. hheeee

everyones gonna have their exams too.

not only me but hundreds more mates kan.

im not the one who has this feeling so calm down nina, calm down

*and smiles again* :)

but aiyoh i lost hundreds in just a week. one meal already costs about LE10 aiyoh going pokai over here.

do not give up. Allah dislikes people who give up.

P/s: Bs-ians are doing their reunion in PD i think. and sure im not gonna be there T_T you know how much im dying to join you guys right -_- huwaaaaa

four in one.

I always have this jealousy
everytime people take their exam results

when spm result came out last year,
i didnt get to take my own slip because i was already here T_T

i'd like to wish all of them good luck for their results,
although by this time i believe everyone has already taken their spm slip,
heee.


***

yesterday we received a very shocking news, a very sad one

Our embryology professor,
Dr Farid Fathy El-Gebaly passed away yesterday morning because of heart attack,
He was a very nice professor, he knew how to make the class interesting
the last time we met him was last week during our revision class.
we wont waste all the knowledge you gave us insyaAllah


"Don't worry, I will help all of you and give high marks in your exam",

Allah loves him more.
May Allah bless him.
Al-fatihah.



Exam mode is still on,
a few more days to go before final.
everyone is striving for the best,
everyone is trying their hardest.
so good luck everyone


whoever fails this exam is allowed to go back to Malaysia during this summer holiday - walid


you want to go home?







you want to go home?









you want to go home?










you seriously want to go home?








well then make sure you pass this one okay :)



p/s: please do forgive me. but you know, some things are better left unsaid as i couldnt find the right words to explain everything to you. just give me more time will ya?

hoping for the best

okay okay one paper down.

practical, essay and final mcq left


somehow i dont feel like the coming exam is FINAL EXAM

because erk it will be held for only 2 days, 2 papers?
-______________________-

and the depression continues
i believe everyone's serotonin level is incredibly low.
including mine. gahah



i cant stand but imagining myself having a nice day beside the beach, while eating cendol *Nak cendol nak cendol T_T*


cheap one baby, cheap one.

and its like 2am in the morning already, i still cant sleep
thanks to zulaikha for sponsoring a cup of nescafe.
a really strong one, i believe
while exam is like less than 12 hours away.
and i dont think im ready enough

seriously
still reading the same thing over and over again,
because clearly idk whats going to come out tomorrow.
i dont even know the possible questions.
and even if i know, there are too many version of answers
and i dont know which one to follow
from the textbook which is like so damn simple? or from the notes they got from, haish God knows where. everything is like so mixed up and im getting more nervous
im afraid things i do not expect to come out will come out
because for god's sakes please do tell me clearly what to read.


i don't intend to complain because perhaps it's my fault for not finding out before this.
just want to let everything out


heh
im striving from mumtaz but i dont know whether im trying hard enough

well. pray for me. :)

and i hope everthing will turn out good



"Ya Allah, please give me strengh to get through these 2 weeks"

oh NO!

exam -> increase androgen -> increase production of sebum -> follicle small sebum trapped inside -> bacteria infects -> PIMPLES!

arghhh

mata pun semakin lebam

adakah disebabkann tak cukup tidur? *mushmumkin*
ataupun kelas hari hari pagi *ada kena mengena ke?-__-*

looking like an alien


Gosh, exam you have no idea how much i hate you


12 days to freedom,
dont you dare kill my soul before that



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