Merdeka?

Vampires suck sucks big time.
Wasted my RM11 by sleeping in the cinema/
Not really into spoof movies anyway.

celebrated merdeka by sleeping early due to over-exhaustion due to our lack of knowledge of playing ice skating that resulted in many times of almost 'you-know-what'.

despite the lack of knowledge, its amazing i didn't actually fall. ignore the almost. i DIDN'T fall.
new record new record :D

Selamat Hari Merdeka anyway.
and please stop the nonsense
all the killings, slaughtering and the list goes on.

peace y'all

Maybe

Maybe it's wrong to say please love me too,

Cause i know you'll never do,

Somebody else is waiting there inside for you,

Maybe its wrong to love you more day

Cause i know she's here to stay

But my love is strong

I dont know if this is wrong

But i know to whom you should belong

makan makan makan

di satu petang yang indah, aku mengambil kamera untuk menangkap satu gambar,
tapi alang alang tangkap satu baik tangkap semua kan?
hehe kalau tak keluar, tgk cerita, ini lah kerja aku >.<" spot hari hari aku; di dapur. echeh.

sini lah aku menghabiskann masa menghancurkan dapur :D nampak tv tu? dia lah peneman sejati dengan radio tak nampak dalam gambar. tanpa mereka, hidupku tak bermakna. hehe

antara kuih time berbuka; cucur bawang.

tradisional je semua.

LOL takpelah kat egypt nanti belajar yg lain pulak. alang alang kat malaysia, baik buat makanan malaysia barang semua ada . hehe tapi yang ni tak boleh buat kat egypt dahh sebab most of the ingredientss hanya terdapat di Malaysia T.T *menangis guleng guleng

Laksa yang direndam. Nak jugak belajar buat manual, tak syok lah makan laksa dengan spaghetti kan mana ada laksa kat egypt.doakan aku berjaya. aku tak sanggup makan laksa dengan spaghetti. tak cool lah xD

jeng jeng jeng inilah hasilnyaa. hehe malas nak tunjuk step. perlukahh?


ini pulak misi buat kuihh ketayap aka kuih gulung. same jugak tak perlu bagi resepi dia sebab aku pun cilok kat google. :P semua resepi aku cilok google pun. hehe




kelapa bersama gulaa merah dan gula pasir dan air :))


kacau kacau kacau.
jeng jeng jeng. maka jadilahh koko crunch. = =" eh jadilah kuih ketayap!. hehe inilah rupanya setelah siap. nampak je macam jadi padahal ada je yang tak jadi. bila banyak lagi la tak sama langsung saiz :P

ni pulak buat favouritah-ku selain daripada mempelam, manggis, honey dew. wah banyak jugak kan buah aku suka ^.^"

alang alang tu aku sertakan gambar penyemak nombor satu, dua tiga dekat dapur tu. anak anak kit ni ha. tak boleh duduk diam. tension tension = ="

tengok joleng, senyap je baik je. kan bagus tu.

*gila pilih kasih aku ni.

itu sahaja siaran kita untuk hari ini. diharap dapat bertemu lagi di masa dan waktu yang samaa.

bye bye ^.^"

:)

shut the heck up =.="

If you hate egypt that much, and you dont know how to react when people ask you

'hows egypt'

just put a cold face and say ' okay je' , smile, and go away.


To tell the truth.
I dont hate egypt that much
but i dont like it that much either.
= ="


well it's okay. Because i consider myself lucky as i get to study overseas for free and get money every month too.

So i should say thank you Allah instead of babblingblingbling about how much i hate studying in egypt and how great it is to get to study in Malaysia



You people are lucky enough because most of you guys get to study in boarding school before

I never had the chance to actually live in hostel *i dont consider that asrama mara as a real asrama because it is just one building, and there's no pak guard whatsoever.



Never had the chance to go eat at the canteen ramai ramai every night, prep, whatever shit etc



And studying in egypt kind of took away my opportunity to experience that kind of life in local university. *sigh*



But i know there's a reason behind everything that happens and I think this is the best path since Allah knows whats best for . And I am truly grateful for that *wink wink* >.<"

It's just, you know, sometimes I get annoyed with people who keep on babbling about wanting to live and study in Malaysia, while he slash she should be grateful enough to get this once in a lifetime opportunity to experience many exciting things far away from home. n___n

Its okay to miss Malaysia. Its okay to be homesick. Its okay if you want to come home as many times as possible but it is not okay to miss home so much that you ignore everything thats happening; study, social life, friends etc etc. ;))



5 years,

then go and enjoy Malaysia as much as you want to without having to leave it
so suck it up guys!

*Favourite spot in Alexandria

-gambar tak ada kena mengena dengan yang hidup mahupun yang telah meninggal dunia.

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DESCENT
I couldnt help but to curse slash scream slash cover my eyes with tayna's tudung all the time
Heck, i regreted watching it. Im not a fan of horror movie really
Too much blood. Too much disgusting things. I felt like vomitting in the movie.
Seriously.
Thank God i was fasting, so there was nothing left in my stomach, or else;

Went over to Jibah's
For berbuka puasa along with Jijie and her cousin, and Tayna. :D
Thank you Jibah :D

And oh yeah,
I dont understand why are people depending too much on the word boyfriend/girlfriend.
Heck, we won't die without one.
Not planning on having one until Im ready which is like 4/5 years lagi?

LAME?
SO WHAT?
MIND YOUR OWN FREAKING BUSINESS.

luahan perasaan

buang baby.
= ="

masa baru sampai sini tu, afiq ada cakap
"cuba kau cek paper, ke berita ke, hari hari mesti ada pasal buang baby"

almost a month in malaysia, memang betul!
hari hari cakap pasal benda samaa.
buang baby.

aku nak panggil diorang bodoh, macam tak boleh
mana tahu nanti diorang dapat hidayah, dan aku pulak jadi lebih bodoh dari diorang.
nauzubillah.

mungkin diorang tak bodoh, tapi apa yang diorang buat tu yang bodoh,
kalau tak mahu sila jangan buat.
especially yang masih belum berkahwin.
berdosa besar kan? aku rasa semua tahu yang tu

= ="
pergi mana mana.
mengucap, tengok gambar,
gf bf pegang pegang peluk peluk,
tak kahwin lagi tu, mengalahkan orang dah kahwin = ="
aku pun takdelah baik sangat,
tapi panas hati jugak tengok

tengok tv, cerita melayu,
okelah nak gambarkan perempuan baik, pakai tudung semua,
tapi kalau nak tunjuk, tunjuk betul2
ni pakai tudung tapi pegang lelaki = ="
takpun, pakai tudung sanggul kat belakang.
bukan tak boleh ke? -_____________-"
takdelah, tv tu kan pengaruh kuat, so penting rasanya untuk bagi mesej yang jelas.
takut orang yang tak tahu lagi *macam aku lah baru tahu -.-* ingat benda tu tak salah pun.

pergi mana mana kat malaysia ni, banyak pakai short skirt, seluar pendek,
macam dah takde ape dah. biase jee.

hari tu aku main main dengan cousin aku
"weh kawan kau hensem hensem tade ke?" *nada main main. serious main main
"tade lah. lagipun lelaki sekarang ramai suke perempuan tak pakai tudung lah"

dalam hati, "wth?"

tak terasa pun, tapi macam adoy macam tu ke mind set budak budak zaman sekarang?
*macam aku da besar je?

tapi life sini dah jauh terpesong.
kadang kadang bersyukur aku belajar jauh di hujung sana.
mungkin takdelah baik sangat insyaAllah doakan aku/saya/i jadi lebih baik.
tapi sekurang kurangnya terjaga sikit.
Kalau aku still belajar di sini, tak tahu apa jadi.
Zaman sekolah menengah dulu pun banyak benda tak tahu/ benda salah aku buat
dan tak bangga pun dengan benda benda tu
*tapi takdelah sampai ke situ :/

anyway, marilah kita berdoa Malaysia ni bebas daripada maksiat sebab aku pun tak mahu lah terjebak sama nak tinggal pun kat malaysia kan.

selemah lemah iman pun kita ubah dengan hati


hah bulan puasa ni juga, mereka mereka yang berpakaian seksa tu,
sedar lahh anda.
theres no such thing as " kubur aku kubur kau lain lain mind your own business"
"its my business jugak since orang yang tengok pun berdosa kan"

sekian terima kasih

Bodoh.

Sometimes i am just unpredictable

one second, im on,
another second, im off.


I dont get myself. How am i supposed to expect others to get me? = ="
i dont even like myself. how am i supposed to expect others to like me.

the only solution i found; dont overthink

Now im all pathetic

Fcuk off.

The Vampire Diaries

Hee seems like i have nothing to talk about now heh?

suddenly moving on from personal craps to some story im watching now.

i havent heard of this series until i got back here.

its already downloaded and here, in the computer and people said that its a good one, so i decided to give it a try,

since i had already finished watching ghost whisperers, house, and leverage and there's no other series that i seem to be interested in left. LOL

Its about vampires well i guess you already know that, from the title?

Well vampires are becoming quite a famous subject now, heh?

i wonder if vampires really existed = ="

well its based on a famous novel, with the same title.

i saw the book at MPH a couple of weeks ago.

but im not sure which one is more intersting, the novel or the series since i dont read the book.

anyways, the heroes are handsome yes of course lah kan,

i wonder why vampires are all good looking?

because i thought vampires are supposed to be dull, pale and, not handsome?

whateves.

well its basically about a vampire called stefan, who moved in mystic fall and fell in love with elena.

stefan does not feed human blood,unlike the brother, demon

im not really good on writing synopsis, or review or whateves.

so why dont you give it a try and watch it yourself??. :))

hehehe.

I AM ANGRY. LOL

Ive been 'stalking 'some ex-schoolmates' blogs.
More into reading lah, not stalking
I just dont know thats how i was, wasn't I?
Used to have enemies.
Used to hate him, used to hate her, used to hate almost everyone.

haha the last time i was really angry with someone is when i was in high school
not anymore
Well at least that angriness is not enough to make me curse or say bad things about her/him on facebook, myspace, blog etc etc.

I remember this one time when i was in form 2 and i was truly angry with this one person,
I cropped his picture and you know, conteng his picture with inappropriate things and stuff,
and posted it on myspace
yes, ON MYSPACE when almost everyone has myspace and they can see the picture whenever they view my profile
that was such a childish and stupid thing to do

and for that, I am truly sorry. And i hope he/she is willing to forgive me ;(

And this one time also, i argued with Aiman and Raja at the canteen during recess where everyone could hear us, and the teachers came out too.
And we continued our argument in front of the class after that, we brought along our gangs.
*note that all 3 of us were prefects, and we were also EXCOs or BIROs whatever
haha well we are okay now, and we laughed about it.
At least he said that argument brought us closer :P haha

and during this one ocassion where every excos need to ask for forgiveness to people they hurt
it was aiman's turn
I ignored him although i was still angry with him
but then he said
"nina aku tahu kau marah aku. aku mintak maaf kau cakap je"
in front of everyone, the juniors
I couldn't stop myself from crying in front of everyone saying how angry i was towards him how i hated him for accusing me for stuff but then i forgave him anyway :). thats how it should be heh?
wahh i never cried in front of anyone except that one time. = ="

but they were all such good memories lah.
Not so good, but still, my memories with them as we are friends now and everyone is apart now and the memories keep us strong. :)

Haha can i say i miss having an enemy i miss being angry with people? :P
well i guess i should be thankful for not hating anyone right now,
So i can live in peace heh?

Used to be an angry teenager
am i still one now? = ="
hurm a difficult one to answer

Alhamdulillah, result is out

I was going to sleep when i heard rumours about result coming out tonight
so i stayed up waiting for Haseo hafiz who is currently in egypt to post the result.
but it still doesnt come out.

Since im going out tomorrow and i need enough sleep, i decided to go to bed early.
so with anxiety taking over my entire body, i forced myself to go to sleep after leaving a text to my friend, syafik
"result dah kluar bagitau ek :P"

i fell asleep

at 3.30 am i received a phone call from him.
"asal?"
"result dah dapat. kau excellent oh "
"serious"
"ye lah"
"tipuu"
"ye lah dak ni send kat email aku"

oke la the conversation went on and on but the point is, i finally got my result
and i give thanks to Allah for this.
A lot of people get excellent too :D
Berkat ramadhan perhaps/? (:
i havent seen them yet tapi syafik told me some people punye result lah while on the phone tu
im currently downloading the attachments

Most of us pass.
Congratulations everyone :)
Lets try harder next sem yeah :D
Alhamdulillah

hari kawan baik aka hari bffs :)

semalam hari yang sayaaa suka

this is because i met all my bffs. oke tertinggal satu yang kat kelantan :P

at first i planned to meet mea and then milah but then mea stayed till night so die pun join pergi lepak mcD jugak malam tu.

First we went to wangsa walk mall, near my house.

Planned to go to klcc// mid valley at first but those places are boring enough plus we never went to wwm before so pergi sana jelah naik kereta, senang.

I dont have a bank card debit card blah blah blah

Bawak Rm sikit and duit dollar

cari money changer tak jumpa pergi jalan kaki pergi carrefour patah balik wwm semata mata nak shopping sama sama = ="

Pusing pusing sesat sesat tunggu kawan mea sorang sampai kitorang pun pergi shopping shopping.

wah beli purse baru sebab purse dah hancur. gaha

kat TLje pun. comel comel. daripada kat alex mase beli hadiah purse birthday mira tu dah teringin nak beli purse. dapat jugak :DDD

lepas tu masuk FOS berejam. keluar masuk banyak kali sampai dah malu dah T.T

Beli jeans dengan blouse jek. mea pun sama.

Balik tu mengantuk online kejap.

Tunggu syiqa datang ambil kitorang malam tu

Lepak mcD jumpe milah!! Rinduuuu :))

Thank you tan amer thohir yang datang jugak walaupun korang nak main futsal lepas tu:D

Thank you jugak milah baru balik PD terus datang :))

Hah ambik kau aina, nak sangat surprisekan milah kau balik. Penat aku simpan rahsia tahu :P

Kami tiga kawan baik >.<"

Lepas tu afif pulak datang. :D Lepas tu balik karaokee kat rumah

melalak sampai tengah malam .

So, list number 1 (refer to previous post), CHECKED! :D

what should i do?

its been quite a longgg time since i last updated my blog,
ah ignore the one below, the one i posted a few minutes ago :P

hee i dont know how to put what ive been doing into words.
since you know,ive been meronggeng all the time,
not even once i take a glance at medical books. woohooooooo

Watched house season 6.
currently watching ghost whiperer and i need to watch a few more series: the vampire diaries etc etc while waiting for the new season of HIMYM say what?!

so these are the things that i HAVE to do before going back to alexandria T.T
i dont want to leave

1) MEET MARIAM JAMILAH AND AMIERA YUSOFF, MY SO CALLED BEST FRIENDS :D probably this weekend. if they ever come back home ;(
2) EAT EAT till there is no space left in my stomach. ahah ;O
3) watch movies watch movies watch movies and series.
4) Buy things im gonna bring to egypt. FOOD, FOOD, FOOD, CLOTHES, KASUTSSS, and stuff, you know.
5)Hang out. well this is what ive been doing for the past few weeks ;))
6)Lepak mamak lah, dah banyak kali pergi mamak dah :D haha
7) Entah, online kut and texting. but you see, online-ing and texting have been so boring lately. dont even have the guts to chat or text with that one person for a really long time. SMS SANA MAHAL OKAY!
8) Meet the cousins. hee but ive already met them a few times since there was a wedding kan, and you know just went to their houses. :D
9) RAYA RAYA WEH. Prepare for rayaa. Baju raya, makan raya, DUIT RAYA $$$$. LOL
10) Any idea what else should i do this holiday, anyone?


am waiting for my final sem 2 results.
arab arabb.
should have not trust them. their buqra (esok) is like next week, or next month
when the heck is your hujung bulan hah? its already 5th august ngeng

2 hari di Kuantan

beberapa hari yang lalu kami, pelajar ksp batch 09' mengadakan reunion bertempat di duta sand resort, kuantan,

:DDD. macam lama sangat je tak jumpa nak buat reunion, padahal 2 minggu baru tak jumpa.LOL.

perjalanan menaiki bas sani express jam 1.30 bersama tayna jijie suha momo dan juga anas, sebagai musyrif,namun credits to anas kerana beliau membuatkan kami hampir ketiggalan bas. LAIN KALI TGK TIKET PUKUL BERAPA SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH.

perjalanan selama lebih kurang 3 jam setengah kami tiba di kuantan pada pukul 5 petang. Fikri menjemput kami di stesen bas :P

Terus ke duta sand. check in.

Bilik satu katil queen satu single berkongsi dengan 6 lagi teman.Petang tersebut momo dan jijie kluar pergi mall tinggallah saya tayna dan nasuha berbual bual kosong bertemankan keropok lekor dan goreng pisang yang dibelanje oleh teng *terima kasih :D, sambil menonton cerita yang ada amani yang comel,


malam tu budak lelaki semua sampai. 12 orang semuanya manakala perempuan pula seramai 7 orang berbual bual sebelum bbq sementara menunggu cikgucikgu tiba. pergh makanan die masyuk gile. udang sotong kerang daging ayam name it semua ada. bajet nak makan banyak tapi yeahh tak habis pun :P gahaa

sambil sambil tu celebrate birthday ustak dan ise yang ke-19.padan muke kena tolak masuk swimming pool. gaha.

Jam menunjukkan pukul 11 malam. selepas makan makan, kitorang pun bergerak menuju ke pantai teluk cempedak,
menaiki kereta ustaz hazwan yang dipandu oleh qistina, kami pun tiba dengan selamatyang lelaki sibuk bermain bola, manakala kami perempuan sibuk melayan perasaan di tepi laut.
selepas beberapa jam menikmati keindahan pantai, kami pun pulang.
da smpai duta sand tu memandangkan parking lot kosong, momo tibe tibe je

"nina jum test drive?"
"gile kau! aku mane reti"
"lah mana ada kereta kt sini. try reverse je kite ngn qis ajar "
"woo gile lah. boleh ke"
"alaa senang jeee."
"hehe oke lah"

buat pertama kali dalam sejarah hidupku sebagai manusia aku memegang stering kereta yang sedang berfungsi, adrenaline terus mengalir laju.

mo ajar reverse, pusing kat parking lot tu. 2 kali jek pun :P
sungguh menarik rupanya bawak kereta. tapi malas nak ambik lesen pulak = =

terima kasih fatin hamimi. terima kasih qistina :D

Dapat tidur kejap je pagi tu dikejutkan oleh bunyi jeritan sam dari pintu bilik sebelah suruh siap bangun breakfast =.="
sarapan sebentar di bandar, balik tidur main baling baling bantal sebentar, terus bergerak ke kolej shahputra untuk berjumpa junior yang bakal ke alex bulan september ini
terkedu melihat mereka. pergh junior baik gila, mesti diorang terkesimaa melihat kami kami yang perangai yang mereng dah tak waras ni.

sejuk hati tengok. most of them memang apply egypt. tahniah diucapkan. anda memang hebat.
dalam grouping, aku, teng, mega dan syazwan (khas diterbangkan dari tonto, sol lah kan :P) pun explain lah kat mereka mereka tentang life dekat sana, cara belajar, apa kena bawak, macam mana feeling echehhh etc etc lahh.

hehe diorang macam interested hopefully diorang boleh adapt kat sanaa:D

Balik petang kami singgah kedai makan sebab ustaz nak belanje cendol
tapi bukan cendol je kitorang makan, dengan paprik kangkung goreng belacan tomyam paprik telur dadar rojak mamak cendol semua kami bedalsakit hati tengok budak lelaki dah makan banyak tak tunggu kitorang kan. hehe

Habis makan sam drive kami ke stesen bas :D
thanks sam sebab slalu sabar tunggu kitorang yang lembab.

Kami pun balik lah rumah menaiki bas mara liner yang hampeh lembab stengah jam tapi tak jadi hampeh sebab sampai 1 stengah jam awal. Waah!

p/s: best reunion. Buat lagi lain kali :P


gambar sikit sebab banyak kat kamera mo :P