perhaps

i know this is complicated for me at least.

i know somehow this is not what we expected.

and i started to think too much about where this is going.

is this the right thing to do?

is this even appropriate?

i know somehow i denied way too much, that i have to think once and twice what really happened

I know i am afraid.

I know i am in doubt.

i know we are still haunted or affected by the past,

i know the hearts are still crushed.

but can i really give this a chance?

perhaps i dont know to what extend we mean the words we're saying.

perhaps right now i can just wonder.

wonder too much

and see where things go

perhaps i am in this half heartedly

because im not sure, i just cant believe too much.

or id end up suffering, crushed again

perhaps because i know too much

a bit too much

perhaps i know too well

a bit too well

i cant really see the clear picture of the thing that happened.

i dont know what am i supposed to do really.

But i just don't want to lose the precious thing.

perhaps im just lucky to have been where i have been.

I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard