kisah 2009

Well basically 2009 has finally over and here comes 2010. So, hello 2010! :)


Im looking forward to meeting you .



Hee I think its not too late to wish you a happy new year ^__^


Im going to babble a lot in this post and this is a bloody long one so i have to warn you. its nonsense i just feel like compiling my one year life in a post. hee



A lot of things happened during this one year
To tell the truth, 2009 is the longest and the most challenging year I ever had.
My first time with everything. Hee
It started almost one year ago,
Semua nak mengenjoykan diri kan, but as for me, time nak enjoy tu kind of gone.
Echeh I had to fly to Egypt to further study in Medic,





Why medic?



To tell the truth, before this I never ever ever imagined myself, being a doctor, never! I even vowed to myself NOT to be one. I hate blood, nak inject pun takut i cant bear seeing people got cut and everything about that but Allah had it all planned for me. Now i have accept the fact that I was fated to take medic, in Egypt.


How lucky I am. Alhamdulilah :)



That was a very big challenge for me, Ive never been away from country, family, friends. I spent my 18 years in keramat around same people same place same things almost everyday. Without any preparation at all, i had to leave all of them behind. I received the news on dec 28th that my flight will be on jan 9. I had about 2 weeks to settle my passport, my stuff, all the borangs and everything. Huu sumpa rushing gile. Physically and mentally not prepared. Physical boleh jugak kan tolong tapi kalauu mental tak prepare, apa nak buat? Jadi gila sebentar. -.-"






So I arrived there safely, belajar hidup sendiri, buat kerja sendiri, survive sendiri. I think I became stronger that way
I’ve never been around strangers, yes by that time everyone was stranger. I didn’t talk to nobody. I was fcking quiet. Tak reti kawan ngn orang. I was bloody pathetic trust me -__- my fault jugak because Ive been around the same people all these years. I never knew how to make new friends by myself. Kalaulah at least ada one person I know pun okay. But I was completely alone. I became a freak, semua orang tak suka sayaa, sayaa tauu. Plus, Otak yang baru habis spm dimampatkann dengan segala jadah tentang medic saya boleh jadi bengong. So I didn’t concentrate well dlm kelas,most of my classmates tuu dah belajar dahh kt u dulu, so self esteem pun menjunam juga. Rasa diri tak pandai “ eleh diorang boleh la dah pernah belajar aku mana pernah belajar" . Banyak tgk movie sbb plannya lepas spm nak tgk semua tapi da smpai egypt tgk kat egypt lah. And then bila tengok gmbar kawan kawan semua hanging out together rasa mcm sedihh gila sakit ati. Kept saying to myself “Im supposed to be there too, Im supposed to be in the pictures too T_T then I cried like hell.



I wasn’t strong enough. Tapi as time passed by I started to get along with everyone. They became my bestfriend. I could never forget aineen, haizum, kak mira, timah, shifa, biha, mira, anati. They were my bestests friend during that time, and still are. Hee terngat pulak bila nak fly balik Malaysia diorang ckp mcm mane first time kenal rasa mcm nak sepak sepak je tapi lame lame boleh rapat pulak ;p





So thats one thing I have to admit about myself i just discovered. Kalauu baru pegi tmpat mane mane lahh kan, mmg aku tak reti nak menyampuk ke, masukkan diri dlm kelompok ke or anything. Fyi aku akan buat kerja sendiri. Aku online 24 jam, chatting, tgk movie series etc. Mmg aku tak join sape sape pun. Even time satu rumah berkumpul bersembang makan same same, aku duduk bilik tutup pintu buat kerja sendiri. Mengundang kan? Rasa mcm nak sepak kan? Haha aku ngaku. Aku pun rase cm nk sepak diri sendiri. LMAO



Okay enough about that. Last year juga I dapat result spm I, hee gune I? eiuuu tapi suda bosan dengan aku atau saya. LOL. I think I already mentioned this in my spm post. Since I was in form 2 I always wanted to take my own spm result. PMR cm tak cool kan so aku mmg menunggu lah result spm ni. Tapi dah takdir kan, I was not there so parents yang amikkan result. Hee and Alhamdulillah, I succeeded in getting straight a’s with one 2A. it doesn’t matter. I did my best and I was satisfied :) although feeling dia tak cool kan kt sini sbb 20 orang je yang tgh tunggu result kt zg dulu, mcm tak happening pulak -_____-. Kalau kt Malaysia best lahh sume orang tau pasal spm. Orang arab mane tauu kan penat aku explen everytime diorang tanya apaa tu spm. ayoyo pakcik mati la saya hari hari explain. And then some of my friends and I applied for spc, under mara scholarship, to be exact. Semua orang interview kat bangunan mara, saya interview kat cairo hebat tak? LOL hee and after some times, kitorang dapat lah reply wah wah saya dapat spc. *excited excited*.

Bby that time hatiku sudah jatuh di zagazig, so sedaya upaya kami mintak nak stay kt situu, tapi mmg tak bernasib baik. We were asked to choose. To stay or to start all over again in Alexandria. Take it or leave it. -___- aiyo kesian kami.



So, we took it. Baliklah kami ber7, cmpur budak tonto yang kami jumpa masa itu interview; Nina, mimot, ferot, sehot, serot, teng, dan akram. Haa budak tonto tu nama dia Fikri -__- Kami semua dapat KSP * di saat ini terngiang ngiang lagu shahputra di ingatan. ROFL xDD



And oh forgot to tell ya, masa in between nak dpt result spc tu, exams and tests semua had already started. And I went bengong for a while because as I said, I didn’t concentrate that well in class, so I had to studyyy like shit during the tests. I even stayed up the whole night memorizing histology haish pening sayaa aiyoyo.


Di situlah lahirnyaa keinsafannn. echehh



So I planned on enjoying my life like shit in Malaysia for 3 months top then bila dah sampai Alexandria no more lagha baby no more lagha lagha . Tamau sejarah lama berulang lah. Bila prof tanya aku terkebil kebil. Anatomy je reti jawab sbb tu je kami ulang ulang baca. Biochem haram jadah tak sentuh.



So my life in ksp was quite enjoyable. Pergi kelas main main balik kelas pun main main. Went to cinema every week, played boling, find new friends, i was glad i had a chance to actually be in a local college tho for 3 months only, and I do things that I really wanted to do when I was in zg but never had a chance to do it. I ate things I was dying to eat, those we cant get in Egypt. I met my family, old friends, met my cousins and went crazy with them.





Di ksp jugalah saya jumpa rakan baru, ada kawan baik baru :) Fly sama sama. xD After all the joys and fun, kami pun berangkat ke Egypt, but this time to a place called Alexandria, my new home baby :). I promised myself to concentrate in class, do notes, study. Balance your study and lagha lagha thingy meshi nina? Im not really a bookworm here, I don’t study 24/7 i do watch movie i do go out but not all the time. At least I study, at least I have my own notes, at least I don’t watch series all night long, at least I don’t consider everyday as cheat day. At least, not like when I was in zg, so fking lazy and hopeless.



My journey hasnt come to an end.





I learnt a little bit about myself. I learnt how to survive around people new people. I learnt how deal with different people because in my old place we were so much alike, their way of talking, things we do,but people are not the same everytime and I cant expect them to be like me. I talk bullshit all the time and they dont. Haha. Trying not to do that is like pretending to be someone im not. Sometimes i used them anyway but they went " nina tak baik la perempuan ckp mcm tu". tsk tsk T_T normal la tu mana ada jahat sgt. Urm but at least its for my own good xD





Then I learnt how to deal with myself who suddenly becomes sad at night, but have no shoulder to cry on, tsk tsk T_T I do not know to whom I should turn to, so in the end I cry myself to sleep and woke up and try to put a big smile on my face.





Sometimes i wonder, kalau aku tak pergi Zagazig kat manakahh aku? Di uitm kah? Buat A level kah? Pergi college kah? there no kah kah because im already here because i am fated to. aiyoyo. hehe


Rasa macam mungkin tak dapat sini kalau tak pergi Zagazig sebab bukan senang budak sekolah harian nak dpt fly woo. So semuanya ada hikmah. So give thanks to Allah, alhamdulillah :)





Tutuplah buku 2009 bukak lah buku 2010


Wising you all the best


and hoping this year I will experience many new things and also hoping it will be full of surprises :D





p/s: walid, walid intrnet sangat lah lembap nak bukak ini tak boleh itu tak boleh tolong lah repair please please please please please. waaaaaaaa mauu internet T.T





a.k.u.b.e.r.a.m.b.u.s

cuti cuti cuti alexandria

Di sini aku keconfiusann *ignore the spelling*

Ke mana aku nak bawak diri winter break nii?
manee wehh manee?

Cadangnye nak berjalan jalan di dalam negara je,
sayang duit punye pasal,
lagipun awal sangat nk gerak overseas ni -____-
tapi ergh sinai?
not going there for the second time. at least not now. Aku baru pergi feb lepas oke, feb lepas i repeat -__-
dah penat dahh mengcrampkan kaki sebanyak 2 kali. tak sanggup lagi nak menghadapi situation yang sama for the second time. i tak larat okay please.
Lagipun dah full.
And fyi Baharia pun da full. so tak boleh la nak pergi kan tho i never ever heard of that place before.
where on earth?
7 colors of deserts? haish tapi dngar mcm bes jek on je kalau ada.
Cairo? harapan la aku dah bosan da pegi. dulu asyik ulang alik cairo je mcm tade tempat lain.
Luxor? ergh, tak reti pulak. ntah la i dont kno any interesting places other than those i mentioned. -___-
soo,

aku pun mengusha la trip pergi tmpat lain,
for now, highlight Turki.
hee jauh ke? um tak la jauh sgt kan
bajet dlm LE3000 aka +-RM 1800
berkurangla duit dlm bank -______-
tapi kerja gila jugak la sbb erk nk pergi sendiri tamau pakai agent
mahal babe aku sayang duit. sayangg duitt duit rakyat tuu.
tapi kind of adventurous la. naik tren snirik cari hotel senirk
but whats life without adventures kan. nak hidup senang pandai pandai la cari jalan susah sikit.
bak kate pepatah orang dulu dulu, bersusah susah dahulu bersenang kemudian. pfftt
nasib baik afif si guider sudi menghulurkan bantuan mengajar segala jadah apa yang patut dibuat. low cost punya trip babe dengan maggi berbakul bakul kena bawak. lmfao
but still, tak sure nak pergi ke tak.
Main reason : DUIT. tanak la org lain abes LE300 je winter for a trip aku abes LE3000.
nnt aku jeles duet diorang banyak. -___-
second : cuak jugak. haha karang sesat kang sape nak jawab? menanges sorg sorg la gamaknye
third : aish mcm awal sgt la plak nk gerak jauh jauhh ni. baru first year kenape excited semacam ni nina?

And sesetengah pulak sedang sibuk memplankan diri nak pergi UK
well aku mmg la mcm pffttt dying jugak nak pegi tapi please, seperti yang aku katekan sebentar tadi,
aku sayang duit.
bajet diorang LE5000 satu aku tak konfem boleh dpt ke tak harge tu dorang kate boleh tapi mcm ergh takut salah bajet pulak. lagi lagi aku?? sah sah la overspend. tiket flight je da 3000 shopping lagi? -___- lain la kalau ada makcik pakcik sdare mara sudi sponsor kau kt sane. ergh pengsan kalau pikir lame lame.
so aku rase pergi sne dlm 3rd year la bila da banyak banyakk duit aku simpann dlm bank,
puase berpuluh puluh hari mengikat perut, baru dpt pergi mengenjoykan diri yaw! :)

tapi aku masih lagi dalam keconfiusan

main die nk gerak dlm jelaa but ergh aku tade idea la tmpat ape bes sini/ any idea?? hum,

what say you?

kebersalahan melampau bila dapat tau dia maraahh pasal benda tu. oh tidak aku tak bersalah ampunkan akuuu -__-

dan gelak gelak kuat kuat bila terpikir kisah lalu. rofl.

a.k.u.b.e.r.a.m.b.u.s

confusions

I was given an assignment, by nature.

When i start living my life trying to complete this assignment, more and even more come, never did i ask for any of them. The adventure of finding who i really am, under a large mass of skin, subcutaneous fat, muscles, nerves, arteries, veins and even organs. What is actually hidden inside. Perhaps it is something that no one can ever see, except for Allah. Because obviously He knows everything.

As you can see, I am being in a state where i dont even know myself. I am trapped inside a world of nowhere. where there are aliens, invaders and all sorts of enemy always searching for a good time to attack, metaphorically speaking. All the hatred, egoistic, jealousy and those dark things surrounding me, blinding me. Yes, i am blinded. I cant even see what is evil and what is not.

I tend to follow people, sometimes even their foolishness, stupidness or craziness. Follow the fkg words used in movies for example,

Yes, the bad ones.

and it came out from my mouth without me realizing it. And it is not good, people. Not good. I am sick of hearing them myself, ignoring the fact that i use them almost everyday. I'll change, yes i will for good.

I have a very bad time adapting to the surrounding. How can i even try when suddenly i am thrown into an ocean of sickness. -_______- I am not capable of doing it yet i have to accept the burdens and carry them around. Forced to understand every single person by heart. When they dont even try to understand me. Is it fair? is it? is it? As once said by a person whom i dont remember his name; try to understand each one around you but never expect them to understand you. Yes perhaps he is right, i have to try controlling my bad temper during times like heck-i-dont-understand-nothing-about-this-chapter or stop-removing-my-stuff-without-me-knowing-it-for-God's-sakes and many many other sick situations, which really drives me crazy, for someone as emotional and sensitive as me. This journey thought me a lot of things, people are different. I am different. Thats the way it works in this world and i have no choice but to explore them. Not easy but i have to.

Big thanks to those who have been around me forever, through rough and smooth times, during happy and emotional times. blood and honey darling, blood and honey :) You guys are just like the kinetic energy taken from sodium for the process of the carriers. *pardon the metaphor. thats the only one i can think about right now because as im writing this post, my mind is actively thinking about active transport. back to the topic* . Without you I am nothing. That is one thing for sure. Sorry for the confusions, for dragging you guys into my long unlasting journey. It is true sometimes i dont live my life the way i am supposed to. but i just want to put some colours into it. I dont want my life to be neither black nor dull. I'll live my life the way i want to. period.

Yes, YOU!

bosan

Hari Jadiku :)

Well to be exact, birthday aku dah berakhir

Untuk pengetahuan semua tahun ini adalah birthday pertama aku sambut di Egypt, bukan di Malaysia, bukan bersama rakan rakan malaysia, bukan bersama keluarga tetapi bersama rakan rakan baru :)


Pada hari yang sama aku menerima 2 kejutan.
wah kejutan?
anda suka kejutan? LOL aku tak reti react kepada kejutan.
Kejutan pertama adalah apabila aku ditipuu,
mereka cakap pergi ke kedai seafood untuk menyambut birthday nadia,
dan beritahu nadia ke sana untuk menyambut hari jadiku
kami berdua tertipu. oke aku percaya sebab muka yus sangat serious -__-
taknak mengaku tapi terpaksa mengaku
overall it was great.


hee sudah lama tidak berbual bersama sama menikmati keindahan petang bersama teman serumah di ksp dulu. :)

Malam itu pula, sedang aku membuat nota physiology,
aku kind of dapat mengesan perubahan yang berlaku, kekecohan di luar, to be exact.
dan apabila lagu hari jadi dinyanyikan,
aku hanya buat bodoh, terus membuat nota. *bukan sengaja, as i said, aku tak reti react kepada kejutan*
hehe takut perasan pulak nanti kan mana tau salah orang. malu karang.
haha terima kasih atas kek yang sedap
anda semua terhebat!!



hari ini aku tak buat apa apa
bangun tidur pergi ke kelas, balik tidur, malam belajar sebentar, menonton shopaholic, menjerit jerit kehilangan arah tuju memukul mukul orang. wtf -____-'
juga menerima beberapa hadiah dari teman teman terhebat. ;


Mafla merah ; Sehot.


Bear yang diberi nama playboy ; Anis


Bear Pooh ; Syafik


Kotak katak comel *tak takut pun katak ni ;p* dann beg comel; Nenek


Jam + frame, dann kotak pink getah rmbut ; Nadia dan yus


Gelang kaki; Ferot


Cincin ; TK


Phone chain ; Mira dan Tito


Cokelat ; Ecah, Asilah, TK, Liyana, Ferot, Amie, Miza, Rara, Hafsah


Kek ; Syera




Terima kasih korang. Saya sayang anda ketat ketat ketat
Kepada yang wish juga, terima kasih banyak banyak :))
sangat terharu, sangat gembira. hee
korang lah sahabat sampai mati :))

a.k.u.b.e.r.a.m.b.u.s

enjoyment

The enjoyment, excitement i felt after finishing the test yesterday was unexplainable,


really, really, unexplainable,


i felt free . weeeeeeeeeweweweeee



never ever in life we studied this hard,
not even for spm,
it is more than the excitement i felt after finishing my spm.
hahaha
guess i have to start learning how to get used with this
This is just one simple test with 60 questions,
then how will i feels like studying for final? mid term?
ergh dont even have the guts to think about it. gahahaha

anyway, since it is over, it is time for me to ENJOY these few days, 3 days to be exact.
one down 2 left.
went to city center and watched the rebound. yeah yeah am lovinggg that movie
so sweet and so cute. lol. worth my LE25. :))
and the bestest thing is,
there were less than 20 people in that cinema. HEAVEN
laughed as loud as we could.* i know its a normal thing to do, but still, -___- * haha.
legs on the front chair,
taking pictures, which was NOT allowed *another normal thing which i enjoyed*
H-E-L-L-O brother, could you please let us enjoy this one dayyy?!
stop asking us to stop taking pictures! -_____________-"

back at 9 pm continue watching cerekarama i cilok-ed from nadia, then hung oit at tayna's room, watched the notebook until 2. Gosh i was so tired i couldn't make it until subuh -__-
but still, I ENJOYED IT!
*kejakunan meampau*

but still, theres a lot more ways to enjoy life other than watching movie. I know, but haha just wait till we come out with other plans :)


toodles.

esok

Esok periksa






Saya ulang






Esok periksa










Sepatutnya kami dah bebas semenjak 2 hari lalu

namun disebabkann periksa ditunda, kami masih lagi terseksa hingga ke hari ini.

menarik. kau tunggulah esok, balik periksa aku pergi tengok wayang. balas dendam setelah berminggu minggu menghadap buku yang sama hari hari!!! -__________-

makan itu nikmat

Makan.

Semalam kami semua satu bilik pang pang bersemangat mengplan *erk abaikan penyalahgunaan tatabahasa* untuk buat surprise untuk seorang ahli bilik kami , TK malangnya percubaan tak berjaya apabila plan kami dapat dihiduu awal awal lagi. -___-

Penat aku buat buat tido. pfft padahal mmg tertido betul -_____-

esoknya bersamaan hari ini kami ke romansa,
plan asal nak makan kat serumpun, pergh asilah belanje siotttt
tapi disebabkan serumpun tutup, kami bergerak ke romansa menaiki trum rubuk geneh.

Mula mula malas tapi untuk makan yang sedap aku sangguppp
so setelah membedal ikan 3 rasa, ayam masak merah, sayur goreng belacan dann telur dadar,
order yang diambil oleh abang kacak * kacak ke? *
echehh asilah tgkap gmba senyap senyap tak boleh belahhh taulah minat. ngeng
kami pun meredah kesejukan petanggg ditemani kabus kabus yang tebal.
Kesejukan winter mula terasa. echehhhh.


Perjalanan pulang singgah membeli stokin badut berwarna merah dan hitam.
Singgah di serumpun membeli chicken shawarma kerana kesian dengan pakcik penjual tersebut. tape tape sedap sedap lain kali saye beli lagi ek pakcik . LOL

overall, it was a blast. kerana perut kenyang

gendang gendut tali kecapi,
kenyang perut SUKA HATI

a.k.u.b.e.r.a.m.b.u.s

periksa weh

our sc makan :))

Exam physiology practical is finally over,

I repeat, over

I spent the whole 2 days remembering the words, each word inside the book,

almost all in diet planning and measurements

in the end, only the equations came out.

i was kind of frustrated,

should have used the time to read physiology nutrition

the hell, its over.

one more paper to go. a big one i mean

this time, the questions thats going to come out is from the whole book,

no exception.

am i ready for it/?

wait for it..

wait for it...

nope

LOL i wanted to make today a cheat day,

considering theres stll a lot i have to cover, i canceled my plan :((

woahhh why did they postpone the exam

im going crazy over here :(

*new ep of himym has come out. hee cant wait to watch it

It is gone. tsk tsk

The book mark has gone T_T
tsk tsk
that one of 4 things that he gave
which i left 2 at home, because obviously the bajus he gave were so tight.
Kau ingat aku kurus sangat ke pakcik oi?! Aku nk g blaja kt MESIR bukan US. pfft
I brought 2 with me
now one gone. one still in my drawer.

Okay fine, its nothing just some presents from one good friend.
Good friend? -__- erk good or not-so-good one?
either one idc. lol
but its a part of my high school memories
along with many other memories
tsk tsk
want that bookmark with s.p. save you lyrics he wrote on it

If you fall stumble down I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you Ill give you strength to pull through
Tell me you wont give up
Cause i'll be waiting if you fall
You know i'll be there for you



I'll just keep your words in my mind then :(

p/s: syiqa even if you know who, just keep your mouth shut, cause no one else knows ;p

ada lagi?

Exam telah pun berakhir..






ops,





untuk practical biochem je yang lain masih lagi menunggu waktu untuk dicampak campak kertas soalan. erk, sanggupkah aku? -___-

Alhamdulillah dapat jawab lah jugak, walaupun ada soalan yang terkantoi T_T
Result experiment pun neg for biuret, pos for molisch, neg for starch, neg for fehling, positive for saliwanoff, means it is ...






apa dia rakan rakan??








Ya tepat sekali. sucrose. LOL



luse periksa praktikal physiology pulak. main kire kire la pulak. lepas tu written exam
ada 60 soalan kesemuanya
jadi bersedialah!
gahahahhaha

cheh bajet aku dah ready je.
Semua yang aku bace dah dush dush berterbangan lari. eh eh jangan. duduk diam diam jangan pergi mane mane. aku dah tak sanggup nak hafal balik -___-


*Dah dah la tu nina. pergi studyy.


a.k.u.b.e.r.a.m.b.u.s

Buku baru

Aku menjadi semakin SIBUK dan SIBUK
Tak pernah aku bayang hidup dikelilingi buku.
Aku rasa macam aku masih kecik
Tapi aku tak sedar yang aku dah BESAR.

Weh dah besar oke. Dah boleh kawen da.
masa housemanship sudey.
Aku taknak cari. takut babe takutt.

Hari tu aku muntah. pening. demam.
Lepas tu mood aku nak makan semakin berkurangan.
Terlepas gathering rumah.
Panas babe panas..
Dengan nota yang menggunung perlu dihabiskan
pfft.
Aku? Belajar? Kau tunggu result dan judge.
Aku pun tak tahu aku belajar ke tak.
LOL

Ym sentiasa terbukak?
Tapi diri tiada di depan laptop. Hanya menjadi penyedap mata melihat diri sendiri online.

Kawan yang betul adalah kawan ketika susah dan senang

Dia ada ke ketika aku susah lagi? Macam... dah tiada. Macam, dah tak kisah. Aku pun tak kisah jugak. Cuma, pelik.
Dan... pelik? ppffhht.

Lantak kau lah.
Aku malas nak kisah.

Yang penting. Aku nak selalu bahagia.
Dont overthink, overfeel atau over apa apa.
Aku selalu terlebih dalam melayan perasaan -_________-
Tenangkan diri kau. Dan fikir banyak lagi kawan di sekeliling kau.
Aku sayang kau rakan rakan

Aku sayang engkau juga rakan rakan lama.
Expesheli milah dan mea. Rindu yang teramat.
Zaman sekolah adalah zaman paling membahagiakan dalam hidup aku
Tutup buku lama. Bukak buku baru
Kawan sini pun best juga.
Sayang korang ketat ketat. Sumpa.


a.k.u. b.e.r.a.m.b.u.s

ergh

Life is getting hell, BUSIER.

when examination is just around the corner.

I cant believe i have to study the whole book; note that all the contents of the books are hard to understand+ unbelievably hard to be memorized.

HECK WHAT WERE YOU THINKING DEAR HANINA, THIS IS MEDIC FOR GOD'S SAKES.
MEDIC IS NEVER EASY

the heck with that.

its just that, the exam will be held for ONLY HALF AND HOUR, with about 25 QUESTIONS ONLY,

and i put half my life studying the subjects.
okay, supposedly i have to study because of Allah, for myself not for the examination
i know, i know, thats what im trying to do but because of this exam, i have to rush to finish them -____-
with all the assignments, the tbls,

they should make like 100 or at least 80 questions for the exam,
then the exam will be worth what we read.

anyways, pray for me,
Im really hoping i can do this exam
i havent start studying practical and nutrition physiology

Heck im so loving nutrition physiology
They help me choose what im supposed to eat more and less,
and to be more careful in choosing food
balanced diet baby, balanced diet.

LOL my eating is so not well balanced but at least better than before. ;p

see you later toodles.

Hari Raya datang lagi :)

Jumaat yang lepas semua orang menyambut hari raya termasuk aku

Aku sambut hari raya buat pertama kali dekat Mesir aka Egypt ni?

So how was it?

check it out..

malam raye tu lepak carrefour malas la nak pegi join dorang masak kuih -___- lagipun tengah kesedihan layan lagu raye + ramai jugak kawan kawan aku yang pergi cairo meninggalkan kami sendiriannn di alexandria. ergh tak sukee

yeah malam tu kitorang masak lontong ditolong oleh sored ngn nadia. so pagi raya tuu makan lontong. walaupun sebenarnye aku tak sukeee makan lontong. LOL well pagi tu aku terlepas smayang raye kt masjid. aku tunggu trip second pstu bile otw tgk da org tgh smayang perjalanan jauh lagi so ktrg jemaah kt rumah . sedeynye T_T

inilah lontong kami ! :)

petang tu pulak ktrg ada jamuan raya. hee

memandangkan perempuan je semua apa lagii. haha!

aku pun bedal la kebaye yang tak boleh dipakai g klas. -_-

oke then the day ends.

the next day aku pergi zagazigzigzagzag dear hometown. echeh

pegi pegi hambik kau makan non stop.

hee setelah 10 lagi yang turut serta pulang, aku pun tido la situ. hee

dapat jumpe semua la aineen timah syifa anati bella melly dil kak mira biha haizm aina

dah lamee gile kut tak hang out sesamee.

and then bile pergi open house mcm erk ramai la akak akak yang aku bajet diorang tak kenal aku semua nye mcm

"eehhh nina ada la.."

wah terharunye. Bukanke dulu aku ni tak rajen sgt nk melibatkan diri dalam aktiviti2 etc. hee tapi diorang kenal jugak. alangkah terharunye rasa hati. echeh

pastu aku pun menjadi tetamu tak diundang dekat function kat dewan tu. LOL segan jugak sebenarnye tapi setelah didesak oleh aineen dan timah, and kak dura pun ada ajak smalam aku pun bedal jela. dah la tak bawak baju kurung pinjam je aineen punye. hee arigato.

kat dewan tuu dapat la jumpe aina setelah sekian lame tak hang out same same. stu satunye geng smksk aku yang terlepas kat mesir ni, hehe

erghh bes bes malangnye bile nk shopping banyak kedai kt komyah tutup

and malam tu makan la tansaa. phewit menyengat siot! walaupun da makan 2 mangkuk nasi + tomyam. but i can never say no to la tansa. makan sambil tgk papadom. woooo. pstu malam tu jugak bazim bagi biskut ngn kek, hee haizum la jahat tipu kate ada org datang nk bagi duet bile kluar surpirse! pulak. erghh maluuu maluu segan saing mu nih. LOL

hee so setelah menghabiskan 4 hari kat zagazig aku pun pulang ke alexandria.

smpai pukul 12 pstu terus siap pegi open house! iyeah makan lagii

bersama roommates berjalan jalan meneruskan perjalanan mencari rumah akak akak untuk mengenyangkan perut yang sedia kelaparan.

pergi rumah kak yani ngn kak nawa je pun

perut pun terus jadi penuh. heeee :)) suke sukeee.

tamatlah sudah carita rayaku pada hari ini

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