exam vs holiday

Well as you know, i have deactivated my facebook and i planned on activating it back after the exam.

So when i got back from exam just know, i opened my facebook
Succeeded on entering the home page and by the time i clicked profile

Loading... (with that annoying non-stop moving circle)


I found out facebook has been blocked here in Egypt


Are you bloody kidding me?!

At least let me post a new status before blocking it.!

ergh your rusuhan has nothing to do with me don't drag me into this mess.
T_T

Don't you dare block blogger, meshiiii!


aah so the burden of having to study all the time since the last 30++ days is over. for now, at least

A month without class is heaven only if is a holiday, study leave is not enjoyable at all.
Cool kan study leave sebulan. Lama gila. adoy.
Found myself being messy and serabut and eat a lot and and. there's a lot of and-s here = ="


Oh so my plans for this holiday


1) watch movies! ngee

2) qada' tido. hehe

3) oh yeah im going out . awayyyy from egypt for a few days. :D
where to?
it's a secret i won't tell. ngee padahal semua orang dah tahu. lol

Bought a new blazer from H&M! i have always wanted one! ngee :)
p/s: amie, apekah?

I wish i have the guts to say

"okay babe, we've got to end this. now."

but i dont , at least not right now ;(

Module 8 pulak ;(

Module 9 akhirnya berambus dari muka bumi ini tepat jam 3.10 petang semalam.

Dengan suka hati dan bangga hati aku menyerahkan kertas soalan kepada pemeriksa dengan tangan terketar ketar dan perut berbunyi bunyi riang. Yang juga berterusan selama sepanjang aku menjawab kertas periksa.

Gara gara bersarapan maggi sahaja.
Sebelum ni hidup je aku tak sarapan.
Semalam aku macam habis tenaga.

Sebab sympathetic action mungkin.
Basal metabolic rate aku serta merta menjadi tinggi, beserta positive inotropic chronotropic dromotropic effect ditambah pula dengan VD of coronary blood vessel dan bronchodilation.
ah enough enough!

Sekarang sedang menumpukan perhatian dengan module 8.
walaupun tak tertumpu tumpu juga walaupun telah deactivate facebook.
Disebabkan keinginan untuk membuka komputer dan mendownload cerita cerita yang bakal ditonton selepas periksa dan juga hasutan blogger.

Aku punah di bangku belajar. = ="


Okay sebenarnya aku tulis post ni sebab nak cakap nama bacteria parasite fungus semua sedap sedap. tiba tiba jadi terpanjang.



Contoh nama nama yang sedap dan kenape aku ingat nama ni. hehe

Diphyllobothrium latum. Yang ni sebab sedap je.
Claustridium Perfringes ( Ada Klaus kan dekat Vampire Diaries) hehe
Trichinilla spiralis ( Oh yang ni aku ingat tasik chini = =)
Amantidine amanita (oke thanks tito aku ingat drug ni sebab kau)
Cyclops (bukan ada robot nama cyclops ke?)
Dracunculum ( Ingat dracula :P )
Babesia microti Babesiosis ( Dia macam "hey babe!" = =")
Borellia burgdoferi (ingat fairy ngee :) )

Tak payah sebut semua sebab banyak gila nak mati gilaaa siot kena hafal nama nama pelik.
tension tension. Mostly nama ni tawakal je sebab tak ingat pun?

Point aku sebenarnye, best kan nama nama dia. macam cool je. hee
Tak terasa nak bagi nama nama ni kat nama anak nanti ke? ngee

I laughed my arse off the first time i read this.
Haha come on guys
Throw away your i-have-to-stay-serious-cause-imma-face-my-final-tomorrow and laugh for a few seconds.

ngeee :D

smile :)

You have to smile.

1. It makes you attractive.
2. It changes your mood.
3. It is contagious.
4. It relieves stress.
5. It boosts your immune system.
6. It lowers your blood pressure.
7. It releases endorphins, natural pain killers and serotonin - natural antidepressant.
8. It lifts the face and makes you look younger.
9. It makes you seem successful.
10. It helps you stay positive.

p/s: totally not mine. copied it somewhere :D

true story

ok nina sila menangis sekarang. T.T

Mati.

"Nina, tadi ada 3rd year meninggal kat hospital salama. mintak tolong dorg sedekahkan al-fatihah"

Tengah belajar, aku dapat ym dari jijie. Dia kat library.
Sorang senior 3rd year meninggal dengar kata disebabkan carbon monoxide poisoning
ada kata jatuh toilet. aku pun tak pasti.

Aku yang tengah baca buku, terhenti kejap.

Lepas cuba sebar sebarkan berita tu, aku terfikir
macam mana kalau masa aku dah sampai, aku ada kat tempat akak tu?
Tengah aku ni sibuk dengan dunia, dengan exam yang tak habis habis.
Nyawa aku kena tarik?
Nauzubillah.

Mati tu datang bila bila.
Janganlah sebab sibuk dengan urusan exam ,yang lain terabai
Hubungan dengan Allah, Kawan, Keluarga kena jaga.
Semoga kita mati dalam iman insyaAllah

"Dan setiap ummat mempunyai ajal, apabila tiba ajalnya, maka tidak dapat ditundakan ataupun disegerakan walau sesaatpun" (al-'Aaraf:34) *tiru mumtazbazz.

Perang

Aku isytihar perang
Dengan 'aku' yang terus mati.
Dalam hidup dunia,
Tak pernah kenal makna sementara.

Aku isytihar perang.
Buang hati hitam jauh ke tepi,
Campak jauh angan dunia,
Pergi kembali ke jalan putih.

Aku isytihar perang.
Tak mahu teruskan hidup yang bodoh,
yang tak ada makna
Keliling sistem yang rosak.

Aku isytihar perang
Tanpa machine gun
Tanpa rifle
Tanpa bom
Hanya guna hati.
Guna akal
Guna minda
Guna tekad.

exam pulak

Oh bila exam nak habis
kepala aku punya bebas serabut sebab exam ni

Dah sebulan merana pulak
dari hujung december sampai hujung november hari hari duduk menghadap buku yang penuh dengan tulisan tulisan yang mesti dihafal menjelang 24 dan 27 januari ni T.T

lagi 2 mingguuu je. 2 mingguuu je sabar nina sabar lepas tu enjoy la puas puas
tido la puas puas. wah nak tido lama lama T.T
movie marathon. ish ishhhh, kena sabar ni

The new group

First assignment, first task with new groupmates.
Alhamdulillah, semua orang aku kenal je sebab budak ktt semua haha except for hannan which i got along, and herman, the one yang curang pergi section 3 :P

Although i miss my old groupmates ;( they rock, but this new group rocks too :)

After the presentation. :)

the girls :) wewewe

the blackies :)

and this is what happens when i got hungryyy :)

p/s: aku tak tahu sejak bila mesir ada musim hujan. tak pernah pernah hujan selalu. ni selalu gila hujan sampai baju pun berapa kali kena basuh balik tak sempat angkat T.T anyway, aku bersyukur je hujan ada sebab best feeling malaysia tu sampai :) wewewe

being unfriendly.

here goes

"Dia cakap dia takut nak tengok muka nina.
sbb dia ckp muka nina garang macam nak makan dia "


nicee
never talked to her before. never even came into contact with,
and already gave me such impression eh?


hee im getting used to that kind of complaint comment

oh what about my classmates? we've been in the same class for months but i dont even know their names? talk to them? lagilah tak = ="

i thought i had mentioned a few times already that i do not know how to start a friendship, or make a new friend to be exact
and believe me, when the friendship starts to bloom,
i won't shut up. true story

someone told me yesterdaay
and Suha went

"kenal nina pun kat ksp sbb tengok antm. dulu kan nina asyik duduk sorang je tengok big bang theory sorang sorang"

thanks to The Big Bang Theory for being my 'friend' the first few weeks i was i KSP when i had no one to talk to :P

ok kenapa sekarang baru macam The Big Bang Theory tiba tiba baru nak famous kat sini?
Dah setahun stop tengok they made me feel like watching the show again.
Ok start download! ngee~


to my classmates who happen to read this, hehe macam ada je?
Know that im sorry for the unfriendly attitute.
I just dont know how to suddenly go and say hye :(
maybe we'll be good after a few months lagi ke :P


toodles.

p/s: internet sangat masyuk. setengah jam dah habis download one ep. ngee~

NeverShoutNever

Oh my im so in love with his songs :DD
so cute wewewe :)

and i just realized that my can't-stand-it ringtone is actually his song = ="

arnab oh arnab pt2

a: sedap tak

n : sedap la serious semua kata sedap

puji puji lama lama lama

a : semua dah makan lah ni?

n : aah semua dah makan la. aha.

a : yang kau makan tadi semuanya arnab

n : sumpahhh?!!

a : betul lah. hahahahhaa.




tiba tibaa gambaran arnab comel terbayang bayang dalam kepala otak.
gambar dia melompat, main main = ="
tiba tiba rasa macam nausea.
aku punya azam ikrar hanya tinggal sejarah


a : makhluk Allah kan tu sedap ape kau cakap tadi. haha

n : tahu. aku tak cakap pun haram. mana boleh haramkan benda halal. tapi aku tak sampai hati T.T

arnab oh arnab :(

Tengah tidur tiba tiba telefon berdering

Oh anak angkat kepada ahli rumah kami telefon

A : weh kau bangun pagi tak?

N : Bangun lah. haha asal weh?

A : Pagi kau ada tak?

N : Ada ada kitorang bangun awal woo

A : oo bagus bagus. kau makan mashed potato tak

N : Wah kau nak masak untuk kitorang! Makan makan!!

A : Alamak silap tanya orang lah. kau memang semua makan! haha

N : Hampeh do kau

Main point masuk

A : ok black pepper makan?

N : makan!

A : ARNAB?

N : EIU TAK MAHUUUU! Kau nak masakkan arnab untuk kitorang kee?!

A : Alaa apesal tak makan? baru nak bagi korang rasa.

N : Tak mahu tak mahu! aku membangkang sekeras kerasnya!

A : Hhaha yeke? tanya budak rumah kau lain

N : *Jerit kejap. WEH KORANG NAK MAKAN TAK DAGING ARNAB

Pikah : Wah nak jugak rasa!
Amie : Haaaa?
Jijie : Eiuu jijie daging pun tak makan ni arnab

N : See? 3 lawan satu. KAU JANGAN MASAK ARNAB!

A : Alaa, kena masak ayam lah. asal kau tak makan arnab? sedap do

N : TAK MAHU! perasaan dia macam kau makan kucing tahu tak?

A : OOh kalau macam tu nanti aku masak kucing! haha

N : Gila kau!

A : Ala aku bagi jela daging arnab bukan korang tahu pun

N : Kalau kau bagi daging arnab sumpah aku takkan maafkan kau!



aku tak mahu menjadi pemakan makanan eksotik. T.T
Kalau pergi pasar tunggu ayam boleh nampak arnab arnab comel kena timbang sebelum dibawa masuk dalam kedai untuk potong potong kemudian dimasak lalu dimakan.

tak sanggup menyaksikan peristiwa sadis tersebut setiap kali ke pasar.

arnab comel tu kessiannnnn dia jangan lah makan arnab :((

ooh tapi benda halal boleh je makan kan :(

*dah lama tak sebut arnab macam pelik pulak bunyi
arnab
arnab
arnab
rabbit
rabbit?

MGMT - Congratulations

Nice one :)
Believing every arab muslim is a terrorist is like believing every american is a prostitute

i am a muslim and i am not a terrorist :)

very long, indeed

I sent two posts before but i deleted it
Why? I forgot about my promise to stop sending emotional stuff.
Life is good. Enjoy it as much as you can
*menari riang.


But then as i deleted it, i realized that to be happy or not to be happy regarding a certain matter is solely up to me.
Even if i chose to go down, crying, hentak my kaki and my kepala on the wall, Stop concentrating on my study nothing is ever going to change the fact. that fact.


the fact that he already knows and i never expected this to happen. I was shocked and i am deeply happy embarrassed :(

So instead of being insane, i chose to be happy. euphoria. Bring my serotonin to a higher level.
Hehe so here i am, with a not-so-emotional post, i think. kekeke.
*argh now im addicted to this laugh pulak! gaga nak letak mana? -.-"
*apesal lah aku suka terkeluar gelak pelik pelik? = ="

Im holding tight onto Barney's quote, which i stated soooo many times in my previous posts,

Whenever I get sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story

And yes, I did it again! i stopped being sad and be awesome. What up!

Because i have been craving for burger malaysia for a very long time.

Oh yes i forgot to inform you a very important thing, indeed
I have activated deactivated my facebook for like, uhm, a few days already
For the first time i pause from social website after living with it almost every single day for, um 8 years already?
yeah i started this thing when i was in form 1. friendster, if im not mistaken = ="
And im getting used to living without it now. huyeah!
Aaah lah lepas tu active update blog pulak what's the difference aiyoh?
Still, I didnt know i am this awe-wait for it-some!


And i realized that my blog doesnt bring any benefit to anyone reading -___-" *muka penyek panjang sikit.
Though i still wonder is there even anyone reading = ="
so im just going to put some informations i learned :D wewe

1) The venteromedial part of your thalamus controls your satiety and placcidity and the lateral one controls your hunger and your rage.
So seriously, if you really want to become thin, destroy your lateral portion of your thalamus
*gaha jangan ikut do nanti aku kena saman.
But then if your amygdala eh? broken, you will suffer for omniphagia, a state where you cant control what you eat, so you will eat every single thing. kayu, laptop, pasir, buku segala jadah.

2) The outer part of your ear is supplied by vagus nerve, which also controls the parasympathetic action- actions during your relax-state.
So when you hit one's both ears at the same time, you will stimulate the vagus nerve which will lead to cardiac arrest due to severe bradycardia which leads to DEATH.
*yes medic do teach you new ways to kill people, eh?

3. There's one kind of depression my professor told us about. The one that occur without any reason. Sometimes the patient cant overcome the stress and end up killing everyone around, the family or anyone before killing himself. sounds familiar?

4. i always wondered why everytime i went outside during sunny day to take letters from the mailbox and then when i go inside back, everything becomes shiny. haha i learned why. Something to do with rods and cones recep inside the eye. cooL

exam final punya fever. mari!

P/s: Sangat amat geli tengok orang tangkap gambar gay. no offense, brother.

and oh, i miss them like this much *lebarkan tangan selebar lebarnyaa.

Secebis;

Pagi masih gelap.
Angin sejuk bertiup perlahan,
Buat aku mengigil sendiri
Aku toleh kanan
Terus merenung luar
Dari celahan pintu kayu putih
Dapat aku lihat jelas
Hujan turun mencurah
Membasahi seluruh ruang dunia
Apa lagi yang aku ingin pinta,
Semua sudah terpampang jelas,
Aku diam, tutup dua mata,
lantas bersyukur

:)

p/s: Sudah kerap hujan. Aku suka :)

obviously;

Sometimes i find myself questioning the reasons sometimes i hate being here,
But now im starting to ask myself

Do i really need to go deeply, search or look for the reasons?

No. i dont have to

Because the answers are so obvious;

where should i tick?

:)

Yay dapat tiru ayat ayat cinta .*wink wink
-first try. sumpah kami super over sangat extremely excited.
malas nak turun punya pasal >.<"

Di samping itu, kami juga belajar bercucuk tanam. weee
Nampak tak daun kesum dah besar? :D
Amie yang buat. Saya hanya tumpang semangat.
Eh tolong siram jugak kadang kadang okay :)

And a a little something;
I will never forget
I will never regret
I will live my life :)

Ada apa dengan nombor?

Ada apa dengan nombor?

Segalanya bermula semalam apabila aku membuka facebook dan wall aku penuh dengan nombor
Aku jadi gembira panas hati pulak. semak. semak. sakit mata tengok.

Rule dia, kau hantar PM dekat orang tu num apa apa kau suka. lepas tu nanti orang tu describe dekat status pasal kau. tak bagitahu nama, tapi guna number yang kau bagi


Dah lama dah benda ni ada. tapi macam terfamous start semalam.
Kebetulan time tu tengah sekaip dengan 9110.
Kitorang pun menggedik jugak nak guna number
tapi tak describe lah. kitorang main sembang sembang.
Saje nak mengundang sebentar. :P bluek

Aku rasa start situ orang ingat aku nak hadap sangat nombor nombor ni
Inbox aku serta merta dipenuhi dengan nombor nombor
aku pun buat muka -____________________________-" panjang panjang
Nak ignore, tapi hati aku ni macam lembut sangat lah pulak tak sampai hati *bajet kejap
Aku pun buat jela saje nak mengada ngada. heee

Bangun pagi pun ada lagi. Aku jawab lagi
Sampai pergi kelas lambat. Serious tak tipu.
First time lambat gila. pukul 10 kelas, 10 baru nak keluar.
Lepas tu sampai study pun tunggang terbalik.
Adoy betul cakap miza. berhantu betul permainan dunia ni.

9110 pun sama je. yeye je cakap buang masa, semak. last last dia yang over over. gaha :)

Aku takde pulak request kat orang. ada la dalam 1 2 kali. tu pun saje. hehe.
malas lah kalau tanya pun diorang cakap benda baik baik
Kalau rule dia kena kutuk baik punya
serious aku orang paling active bagi number.
haha


Ok lah lepas ni malas nak main main nombor.
Tak sedar diri kah rakan rakan sekalian exam nak dekat?


Hampir gila deactivate facebook sebab nombor nombor ni. :D haha


p/s: 9110 dengan 2412 kawan baik, kan kan kan? :P

p/s/s: best jugak panggil orang guna code. gagaga

Hey-yo 010111

Oh hey- yo 2011
Bye byee 2010.


Overall, last year was awesome. not.
Too many challenges, too many obstacles. However, i should say Alhamdulillah instead of cursing and complaining because of what, students?

Everything happens for a reason. Yes right.

So basically, last year was the year of adapting

But it was also a good year come to think about it

I had 3 awesome roommates ; Yes im starting to miss you guys now ;(
I understood the sacrifices that have to be done as a medic student ;(
I discovered my true friends. The bffs :) and the best friends :D weee
Had a strong bond with ex-sectionmates. Though we aren't together anymore, you guys still rock! whoo.
I fell in love, again
I got my heart broken, again.
I learnt that sometimes i have to let go.
I became super-over-extremely independant. hell yeah.
I realized however sad i am, i have awesome friends/friend? who are/is ready to listen to all my craps and babblings.
*as the saying goes; i may be lonely but i am never alone. never.
I realize that i actually miss my family and siblings and cousins like a real lot ;(


Forget about the past, about the tears the emotional stuff, close the damn book and move on!
Yes cheer up cheer up.


And ive officially not officially entered the -ty zone.
Haha old enough now?
But to officially enter the -ty zone, i have to wait for dec 24th to come lah kan?
That makes me younger than all of my mates. gah-ah *evil laugh

P/s: abah cakap umur 21 baru besar. baru boleh kahwin.
wah wah lagi setahun dah boleh kahwin lah
but then first i have to go find the calons first lah kan? kekekee
not that im saying i want to get married at 21. sangat mengarut. saya kecik lagi. bluek


Anyway have a great day. Have a great year.
toodles.