terima kasih

thanks ex roommate. walaupun kita selalu gila gaduh dulu, tak satu kepala, asyik lawan lawan cakap kadang kadang sampai menangis, kau memang terhebat, hafsah :D thank you do nak menanges ni. hehe rindu do kau serious. dengan asilah. dengan tk. rindu semua ;(


syera, peneman setia aku, mahu ke library, atau teman pergi makan, sampai lah ke tengok wayang.
Kau beli zirafah ni sebab sama macm sweater aku kan. mmg ngeng betul pun kaler sama.
hahaha thanks do comel gila pulak. aku tak ada nama lagi nanti kau pilihkan nama comel comel
sayang kau ketat ketat! thanks weh untuk segala galanya echeh :)


And to SYAKIR terima kasih belanja McD dan terima kasih kepada si kekasih hatinya kerana sudi meneman si boyfriend beli McD.
Hah nak sangat ada amik kau! Siap caps lock nama kau lagi. walaupun aku touching kau tak ingat aku belanja kau mcD tapi takpe, aku baik so aku pasrah :D



Terima kasih rakan rakan

My name is nina and i used to be a spy

Okay exam is over.
over
over
over
over
over.
i repeat


exam is over.
over
over
over
cut it out, nina -.-"



So nak buat cuti sendiri boleh?
please. please.


Malam ni aku nak pergi carrefour tengok megamind.
Ok, sangat pending kan orang lain dah tengok
Exam pulak sebelum ni mana boleh tengok?
Tak boleh ke? ke boleh? ke tak boleh? ke? ke?




So im gonna enjoy myself to the fullest today,
and then, back to books = ="



books.
books.
books.
books.
books.

And this enjoyable stressful life is going to continue for another month!
true story
im gonna cry my eyes out.




Bosan. aku benci kau, buku.


Anyway Mike, we meet again.
See, i told you we're gonna meet again after the exam *wink


Meet Michael Westen, the awesome-est spy ever.
*penat aku promote cerita ni kat orang. tengok jum seriouss cool ^.^"

Yo good luck bro.

Tak ke pelik
Orang lain time exam bukan main lagi tak update blog
aku ni bukan main active lagi. -,-"

Ok so lusa aku ada exam

Bukan aku je. rakan rakan lain juga

haha ni memang betul

This time aku tak as miserable as the previousss exams.
Entah sebelum ni kalau exam mata bukan main lebam, lesu gila, tak larat
Kali ni aku macam natural je. Mata tade lah lebam mana. Walaupun tido tak tentu masa.
Ok aku tipu. aku tidur banyak = ="

nak kata dah habis, harapan lah. lusa exam. banyak jugak lagi tak baca ni.
Tapi macam pasrah lah. Sebelum sebelum ni ada baca tapi habis semua terbang melayang entah ke mana.
Haish, memang payah. 2 buku pulak tu. Lepas habis ni practical pulak, assignment lagi, lepas tu final sem.
Hah yang ni memang mati lah.
Takpe takpe, jangan cakap mati dulu
Baca dulu, belajar dulu, struggle dulu, baru lah kalau nak mati, pergi mati
*metaphor je do, jangan buat.
Tapi daripada pergi mati, as in give up, baik kau tawakal dan baca mana mana patut कण

and yes you can do it :D

So rakanzz sekalian. LOL nak jugak z tu? = ="
Selamat Maju Jaya.
Majulah sukan medic untuk negara. :D

ze presentzzz. the f?

As i wrote in my previous post, imma post the pictures of the presents i received -.-"


this one is from anissku sayang. A jar full of CANDIES. say what? nice kan. ive always wanted these gula gula they always bring to class to prevent them from getting sleepy but i am always that lazy tak beli sebab malas. and then she gave me this and the jar is so nice also :) sukaaa :D thanks anis muah muah >.<" and this one is from nadia mira and zzzzz jujue. :D
i have always wanted a clock too haha semua nak ni apa cerita babe?
Yelah because its actually tak berapa nak best everytime i want to look at the time i have to go search for my phone yang terbang entah ke mana. or watches yang kecik gedabak dan separa rosak yang juga hilang entah ke mana. So sekaranggg ni tak payah lagi. =.= ok when i grow up, i seriously am going to buy a house exactly like that one. nice?


Ni pulak dari nenek. Unique kan? But then she always said "sorry nina tak lawa"
and i was like " apa kau merepek ni nek? cun pulak?"
hahaa dia cakap pelik lampu kat gitar but thats what makes the lampu so cool baybeh :)
thanks nenek sayang dikau. nenek terhebat alaf ini. true story.

oh yeah missy joins the club. diberikan oleh rakan seperjuangan kat alex ni. haha identiti dirahsiakan juga. seksi pulak missy ni. asal nurse ek? bukan kita nak jadi doktor ke? ngeng :D
although this present wasnt meant for me at first, but its okay i understand. at least ada jugak intention kan kan? :D

ini pulak from fatin(cadbury) wah sangat terharu sama anda :D the one i always hit and then hit me back. haish awak sorang je yang suka balas balik do you know that? :P

and my batchmate(ferrero) yang perlu dirahsiakan nama sebab nanti dia mengamuk pulak nama ditayang di sini haha
with hope that i stop being emotional.
" jangan emo emo dah lepas ni nina"
haha don't worry lah
act cool be cool stay cool
exactly what im gonna do but the same goes to him lah since he is ALWAYS unstable as in being emotional. jangan nak cakap orang sangat :P


and this last present. the one ive always wanted. since last year pulak?
wah a SWATCH *sila baca dalam nada euphoria, sekian*

weee walaupun agak nak marah sebab of course, aku pun tak sanggup nak beli sebab sayang duit. = =" and ive been wanting this so badly, for like a year already.
i even wrote on my board
'SWATCH, I WANT!' with capital letters, implying how much i want this swatch
but then amie erased it as soon as she knew i finally have one!
Saya sangat suka sampaikan saya pakai ini jam sepanjang malam sambil membelek belek dan mengusha dengan penuh semangat sehingga mengganggu konsentrasi terhadap pelajaran. LOL

So thanks, i was speechless, terharu, happy, malu at the same time ;(
perhaps he couldnt stand me staring at the swatches for a long long time before i went
"nakk swatch! waaaa" everytime kitorang lalu kedai jam. EVERYTIME. without fail. Kind of pathetic, come to think about it.
Im gonna wear this watch everydayyyy thanks thanks thanks, bff! ^.^"

Minus one item in my must-have list, only DSLR left :)

to ze housematezzz *again, what's with the z = ="
thanks for cooooooooooooooooking hari tu. :) nice
considered a present too. muah muah :D

Skill punya exam

Tak puas hati semua nak update pasal exam skill

Hah, tadi exam skill.
Sebelum ni masuk kelas, dia ajar, practice. Memang macam menarik
memang menarik pun.

Tapi dengar cerita diorang kata tak cukup masa lah apa lah
Aku pun dah mula gelabah tak semena mena
Duduk menghadap video dekat mumtazbazz. ulang ulang.
'boleh ke aku buat esok'

Sampai hari aku dengan muka cool, tapi gelabah sebenarnya masuk lah dengan muka confident
Lepas tu budak budak ni semua tanya soalan yang haram jadah tak pernah pulak aku dengar.
Buat muka cool lagi.
Berlatih dan berlatih dengan mimot shaq dan ami,

Sampai lah turn

Pertama, aku kena bagi cardiac compression. Memang best lah. tapi macam terkantoi pulak lupa location compression dekat midline of sternum
Dengan confident cakap midline of chest. Chest apa kejadah?

Kedua, aku kena intramuscular injection. Dengan gluteal region atau bahasa kurang supannya, dekat bontot patung tu. = ="
best jugak main cucuk cucuk ni. tersengih sengih aku sepanjang masa, Nasib tak gagap, step pun alhamdulillah tak ada tinggal.

Ketiga, aku kena bagi ampu bag. dann oropharyngeal airway.
Nasib baik aku tak payah buat mouth to mouth compression.
Kurang hygenic kira. Tapi kalau fikir fikir in real situation kena buat dekat orang betul yang penuh dengan darah darah dan segala jadah yang mungkin ada kat dalam tu. haish. payah, payah

station keempat aku kena buat choking. Bukan choke kan dia, tapi kenaa selamatkan orang choking tu. Bukan orang betul pun patung je pun.
Buat back blow 5 kali beserta abdominal thrust.

yang kelima dapat blood pressure. inilah yang paling aku cuak. Tapi tengok tengok tak ada susah mana pun. Bunyi punya kuat. Semacam ada speaker. Tapi tak nampak pulak speaker. Kena pakai stethocsope. Hah eja pun tak reti berangan nak jadi doktor

Lepas keluar tu senyum tak habis. Bukan sebab senang ke apa, tapi sebab suka. gembira. Macam taknak balik nak buat lagi
Hambik kau muka aku merah tak hengat lepas tu. Sebab sympathetic action take upper hand kut, tachycardia VD of skeletal muscle segala jadah mengambil tempat.

Tapi macam cool lah. Asyik dok menghafal buku je. Ni pun ada lagi satu buku kena habiskan dalam masa 3 hari. entah boleh entah tak. aku dah tension tak boleh belah dah ni.


Doakan aku. cuak. sumpah aku stress, metaphorically.
*kepada korang korang yang suka guna perkataan stress ni, jangan nak berangan sangat. Itu metaphor je symptoms symptoms stress tu kena ada jugak kalau nak cakap korang stress betul

Ok doakan aku berjaya.

oh yes its broken. thanks to you.

My HEART is completely broken, because of you
And you do not know. Never did. Never will
I wish I can just go and say
"GTFO of my life, my mind and my heart."

I cant stand watching, reading, thinking, or imagining.

Enough said.



p/s: tu lah kecik kecik dah pandai nak suka menyuka belajar tak habis lagi kan dah kena. padan muka kau. -.-"

just another day.

best friend baru, bak kata pika haha

the birthday girls :D

ze housematezzzzzz (okee teringat zaman zzz myspace = =)

loveee :D

roommates:)

:)
Just another ordinary day
Spent the day with reading, since exam is coming, in less than a week
and nothing else. nothing else.


Anyway i'm grateful Allah gives me a chance to live another year insyaAllah.


Happiness is all im asking for this birthday :)
and i hope i can become a better person, better muslim, better medic student, minus all the nonsense and those unnecessary things.


p/s: thanks for the tak-berapa-nak-jadi-surprise semalam korang :)

p/s/s : kebanyakan wish mesti disertai dengan " aku doakan kau jadi matang nina"
= ="
kenapa? aku tak cukup matang eh? adoy

p/s/s/s: gambar hadiah nanti boleh? :D

Berubah mari

Aku sedar entry aku semenjak dua menjak ni emo emo semuanya.

Okay masa untuk berubah

Mood transfrom: ON!

yang kurang baik tu letak jauh jauh sekarang ambil yang baik baik je

Exam nak dekat weh. Skill lah practical lah final module lah final sem lah. :O
Nak belajar pun tak boleh nak concentrate :l
Jadi kita haruslah gembirakan diri selalu supaya dapat belajar dengan aman dan tenang
*ok ok aku dah berazam ni

Yang lepas tu biar lepas. Ada hikmah dia. :)
Bukannya kau yang tahu mana the best mana the kurang best.
Allah je yang tahu, jadi kita ikut je dannn doa doa doa :D
*yeah exactly what i should have been doing = ="

Banyakkan solat banyakkan doa, jauhkan diri dari dosa.
Haish. Semoga berjaya semua.

Now you know

I hate myself for sleeping too much T.T
especially during this winter time
ERGH its just so hard to fix my sleeping time and then my schedule also went all serabut.
tried a lot of things to prevent this thing from happening.
you name it

nescafe, failed
sleep early and then wake up, failed
watch some series , failed.
listen to music, failed.
cook, well i planned on trying but you have no idea how hard it is to get out of this saratoga at night
I even refuse to go to the kitchen for a glass of water even when i was feeling effing thirsty!
see how unproductive this winter has made me = ="


ok any more ideas?


Bowling last friday :) It was super duper fun! :) thanks friends. come again next time and we'll do some other crazy things oookay!

p/s: My 2 best friend forever-s were there. :) along with some other good friends.
Now i miss my other 2 bffs :(

why?

location : STA tuition center
Time : About 3 years ago.

i was busy doing add math when i heard F , N, and H, my non-muslim friends were discussing about something and then i heard one of them said; "Go ask nina lah"

and i was like "yeah. what is it?"

H: Um, we were just wondering, you muslim need to wear tudung right. its a must kan. then why are there so many people who arent wearing tudung?

Me : erk, um... i dont know. its just something that we have to do its sort of wajib but they choose not to do it = ="

F : Oh means that its wrong not to do it lah?

Me : yeah right.

N : But why people eh, during puasa only they wear tudung

Me : Idk. i guess they just want to respect this holy month?

N : I have a friend kan, before puasa she wears tudung but during puasa she doesnt wear tudung anymore

H : Haha its supposed to be the other way round kan? haha terbalik pulak.


Okay i just remembered this conversation i had a few years back. Happening during ramadhan.
Well i know i gave such a bad answer. but i wasnt ready, i wasnt given time to think, and i was just not that knowledgeable = =

But come to think about it, i thought they already know
it was surprising that they actually wondered about this thing.

well if i ever meet you again guys, im gonna give you a different answer
way better answers!

i miss them :(

1612

then how come i still feel that 86 400 seconds per day is still not enough?

I am trying to make myself happy, full, occupied.
Somehow there are so many mountains that get in my way
and i cant seem to be able to climb those mountains
*yes im using the metaphor used by our friend last wednesday. thanks anyway for the great talk. or something like that.


sometimes i feel okay
most of the time i feel suck.
and i hate this feeling.

today Dec 16th 2010,
i feel down, i feel bad about myself, i feel so fucked up.
Im trying to get this bullshit things or feelings out of my mind and my heart.
yes, i am bloody emotional at times.
but it's normal, right?
its gonna go away, later.

Now, im gonna go calm myself down :(

Polar Bear.

Winter has changed me
From a normal human being. to a polar bear.
Not that im saying im getting fatter *heck no! although this statement is kind of true = =" T.T.

Its just that, i hibernate. just like them :)
yes, that kind of way


When I was younger I used to say,
"study overseas?. they get to play with snow thats sooooooooo cool!"
something like that.
although there is no snow here, except for that two days
but it's still winter.

now come to think about it
what the hell was i thinking?
cool kepala hotak.
Weather in malaysia is the bestesttttttttttttttttttt among the best
now i miss malaysia
I hate winter T.T
its effing cold and i cant do nothinggg. Please end now. and summer don't come
You're effing hot
why cant you have a normal temperature, eh, egypt?! -.-"

yes finally!

My post the night before this happened

Berkat permintaan di bumi anbiya'
Now darling, you got what you wanted!

haha datang kelas setengah jam awal,
just to find out that the lecture hall was still closed.
waited in front of it,
with no atap whatsoever.
and then it started raining,
and we could see qifok and oon,

their payung terbalik already because the wind was so strong.
and thennnn jeng jeng jeng

hujan batu menimpa bumi.
haha berbekalkan payung kecik oon cover kitorang 8 orang.
sakit gila doh, kena kaki dah lah besar ais tu.
besar ais dalam peti ais tapi kecik sikit
lama lama baru kecik.
setengah jam jugak bermandi hujan batu dan hujan normal = ="

didnt wear gloves
didnt wear socks.
and it was effingggg cold
my hands were so numb that i could barely feel it.

although it was such a disaster, it was still coooooooooooooooool
love it! :P

p/s: otw balik dari library pun dah nampak banyak gila pokok tumbang, board jatuh
and diorang cakap 3 orang meninggal. 2 sebab bangunan collapse, satu sebab hempap pokok = ="
laut tukar kaler pulak
dasyat gila kut angin hujan semua = ="

kutub utara versi dalam mimpi.

pagi semalam aku bangun dalam pukul 3 pagi.

Dengar bunyi hujan. angin bertiup sepoi sepoi bahasa.
Bunyi pokok bergoyang.
Bunyi segala jadah macam sedang terbang menerbang.

Berejam meng-wonder betul ke hujan sebelum mengambil keputusan untuk keluar
*kes taknak percaya mesir capable untuk hujan lebat

"wah serious hujan lah!"

Fyi. sepanjang 2 tahun setengah aku duduk mesir,
tak pernah hujan lebat.
Um, sekali dekat zagazig.
Hujan tak lebat pun memang jarang lah.
Kalau hujan sikit berapa minit pun, kau bukak facebook, semua buat comment
'Wah hujan'
memang pathetic betul semua orang. aku pun.
Kira nya nak harap egypt hujan tu memang harapan lah. kain tu tak pernah nak angkat la
*kantoi pulak

Tu yang bila semalam hujan rasa macam whoaaa miracle gila
Lagi miracle bila hujan tak stop sampai malam ni. Dan dengar cerita bakal bersambung berhari hari.
= =" Kau ni sakit ape eh, mesir?
Tambah lagi dengan cuaca yang samar samar winter.
samar samar tu dah tak jadi samar dah.
Dah jadi winter betul dah.

Pergi kelas meredah arus angin sejuk.
Campur dengan hujan chips more.
dengan pasir pasir yang menerjah masuk ke dalam mata.
Sangat kental jiwa aku yang melangkah beratus, beribu langkah barangkali ke kelas?

Aku pulang, dan mula mengeluarkan saratoga.
cepat cepat balut dalam saratoga, menolak untuk keluar daripada kepompong meroon
*saratoga aku colour maroon weh.

memang waktu yang menarik untuk tidur.
aku musykil kenapa time winter ni lah aku tak mengantuk,
terbalik pulak
padahal time tak berapa nak winter, mata asyik take upper hand, tak reti nak bukak bukak = ="
bagus jugak

Jakun bila dapat tengok kilat.
pertama kali tengok kilat di mesir.
beserta dengan guruh kuat.
Serious feel malaysia
banyak kali pulak tu. ehem, dua kali je sebenarnya. banyak lah tu kan.

baru sejuk sikit, tak sampai 0 degree pun, dah mengada
dah nak demam la pening lah tak tahan lah,
ada hati nak pergi main ski nanti . pfft
tak kira nak main ski jugak >.<" p/s: ada seorang wanita arab berurusan dengan sekumpulan pelajar klinikal malaysia. Wanita ini gembira melampau sepanjang masa. Rasa diri dia paling hebat. Dia semangat pergi ke hospital untuk buat check up. konon nak membuktikan pada suami yang dia tak gila, normal lah gembira selalu. Malang bila keputusan keluar, didapati dia memang tidak normal, aka gila. Suami ceraikan dia, kena tahan di hospital. Kasihan bukan? Sesiapa yang terasa diri dia euphoria sangat, cepat cepatlah ke hospital ya.

pengajaran hari ini : sila jangan mengumpat :D

nak famous?

Satu cara paling berkesan untuk jadi famous di alexandria.



KAHWIN.


gerenti berkesan.
sudah terbukti.


*aku tak termasuk dalam calon ingin mencuba. sekian terima kasih

akhirnya!

Bunyi alarm *


arrrghh malasnya bangunnn,
*stretch kaki dan tangan

tiba-tiba

tup!*
(bunyi hanya rekaan)

Kaki cramp!


OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCHHH SAKIT GILAAA!


okay terbukti winter sudah tiba akhirnyaa!
selamat musim sejuk tanpa salji semua! :D

waited two fucking hours like a stupid person at kfc just to know that everyone else is already home

nice.

:)

Ok the debate competition ended just now.
And i suck, big time.
But its okay i liked it :D

Im not that good, as other people are.
I just love the challenge, love the talk
Thats why i entered this competition knowing that there are going too many awesome people who have much more experience

i was so freaking nervous before the competition and after my maghrib prayer i became okay
but then i started freaking out again, i was shaking when everyone started attacking me about the definition! = =
and all my words became berserabut, i forgot my points and everything.
i even hentak the meja before i went
"ops, sorry sorry lupa pulak tak boleh = = "

My teammate, chong kind of saved the day.
he defended our motion, rebutt the case and everything.


Hee if i say i didnt want to win id be lying
who doesnt want to win right?
But deep inside, i also want to lose!


Because of this debate, i havent revise yesterday's lectures yet
i only touched to book for a few minutes before i blacked out :P


it kind of freaked me out seeing other people in this house study while i keep on practicing !
and i so dont want to enter the semi!
another stressfulness that will make me go half insane!
and another week of not-holding-the-book
H-E-L-L-O! another 20 days before your final lah weh!

anyway thanks teammate,
thanks wani. :P hehe

thanks chong jugak , and congrats do best speaker kau memang mantap!
kalau kau group lain mesti menang so sorry do! haha.

not so good news

English debate for boom2

location : Asrama Mara

Date : Tomorrow

Current status : dying. not literally, of course = ="

Wish me luck.

End.

Everytime i see your face my heart beats fast
everytime i see you smile, i smile along.
But the best i can do is watch you from far away.
And it's not fair i don't get to see you that often.
It's not fair i dont even have the guts to talk to you. = ="
Even when we're in the same room. Same place.


I know i am in no position to put much hope. And im not .


End.

i want these things T.T

DSLR.

Swatch. not necessarily this design. but this one is kind of nice :)

The top two things on my must-buy list
Both i can live without but still, i want them so much
the problem is i dont think my scholar money is meant for these things.
i want a swatch! i want a dslr. :(

:) alhamdulillah

So it has been decided
after weeks of thinking and planning and cancelling
after days of being stressed out about this whole thing
i have finally come to a decision

im gonna join my housemates for a 9 days trip to chezch (heck i still dont know how to spell this right!) , hungary and also austria
wee :) *ok ini muka jakun.


insyaAllah :D


p/s: apis bising cakap nina tak pernah taruk nama apis kat blog. Hah nak sangat kannnn amik haa amikk
Sila pergi gym selalu balik nanti nina nak tgk apis kurus
*tak guna punya adik

ok end