So yesterday i went to Mid Valley to find some stuff and there i met an old friend.
we were in the same clas in primary school.
its kind of fun since i have very few primary school friend that i still keep in touch with,
or i still call friends?
Maybe because I don't see them as old friends.
Maybe because I hate who I was.
I had no self confident. I didnt know how to speak out loud
I followed people around.
And i didnt stand up for myself.
people could easily make fun of me.
And they did not so good things to me, i kept quiet i accepted what they did although i was burning inside = =
I was never a part of them. I didnt know where i belong
Even some with whom i used to spend a lot of time with in high school with, those i called friends,
you know if i meet them now even, we won't talk. we will pretend like we never knew each other.
some of them even changed a lot, some changed for better, and some, the other way round
and surprisingly there are some who i wasnt so close with but i do treasure them as my old friends
Very few. very very few. And thats why i hate my primary school and i don't really treasure the memories. i dont think there are many good memories that i can treasure pun.
But heck, without them i'll live anyway and plus there are still a few that i still keep in touch with and thank you for being my primary school friends that i can still call friends :)